I'M SORRY BUT I'M IN LOVE WITH MY BESTFRIEND

XXII- it's time

3rd PPOV

Its been a day since Lisa was discharged from the Hospital, they're now at the main Building of KSIS, They never let Lisa work, well except for the hundreds of papers she needed to sign, other than that? She got nothing. There are times that she wished she never got such condition but she can't blame anyone as it is naturally cursed to her. She worked hard since she was 12 to prove that she can do better than they'd expected. She always wanted to prove herself to her Family, but sad fact as it is, she never got their attention. She can't outshine her 'perfect sister'.

Ever since, she was always compared to her sister and as her younger, she looked up to her, like any other sisters in the world, She looked up to Jisoo. She always wanted to be like her, she never cared about the competition they have in their household. Her granddad wants Jisoo to inherit the company, She knew her sister is far more way better than her and she admit it. She will never be like her, Jisoo did the same, she always thought about Lisa as her own baby sister, she never wanted a9 competition with her and she always made Lisa stand out; even if she doesn't, she knows Lisa would be shinning whereever she went. She even ditch a quiz competition for Lisa to win. She cared about her younger sister, She always had this soft spot for Lisa.

But, Things change and a lot happened. And it hurts seeing that the two were once inseparable but now you can barely see them breathing the same air. One wants the other to forgive her but the other just loathed her. Forgiveness isn't enough. Jisoo hates her and vice versa. But Lisa knew she was the reason why her sister change. It was her fault after all.

Lisa came out of the office and start walking toward the Enormous GreenHouse inside their building; an eco-building, where there's a huge room installed with trees and plants like a park. She knows this thing she's doing is actually suicide, she remembers that her body hated the idea of "flowers" now. But she can't do anything because it's snowing outside and she wants fresh air.

She made a u-turn and thought that she will just go back to the building but she stop when she saw Jennie leaning against the apple tree with her head down, Asleep, She never felt this comfortable and relax in her entire life, and the fact that this is happening while she's just looking at someone who's sleeping, is actually unusual..and odd.

She picked up the book on Jennie's lap and started flipping the pages. She read the title and to her surprised it is one of her favorites too. The Letter from Her. She had read about this and she didn't know Jennie's interested in some novels about Life and Love things. The fact that the brunette can be as cold as she is. She never thought the girl would be reading that kind of stuff. Don't misunderstand her though, she hated the word Love but somehow she find indescribable feeling while she's reading novels about it. Maybe, because that's what she's longing to feel. LOVE and that she only feel it when she's reading books.

She read the book over again. She stopped as soon as she felt Jennie moved. She sighed when she saw the latter's still sleeping.

Stupid.

She continued to flipped the pages until something fell, it's a paper and a dried rose petal. She opened the folded paper and her brows automatically curled when she read the exact words she wrote back then. She swear she's not mistaken. It's her handwriting. Sloppy but very familiar.

"I'll go back to Thailand now, I hope you'll be happy..." She swear it's her penmanship. Although it was old and crumpled she knew the little Lisa wrote that.

She remembered leaving that note under the tree in the edge of the cliff.

"But why the hell Jennie has this?" She place the letter and the dried rose petal down. She was about to go when she heard Jennie murmured.