Chapter 4

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"Ahhh Wendy Unnie stop beating me it hurts" I was crying in pain

"It hurts, it hurts, it should hurt, how can you lie to me for so long" she scolded me because I told her about minsoo jap I finally told her.

Flashback 1 hour ago

When i finally opened the door of our dorm, I tried as softly as possible to close the door and when I took a step the light suddenly went up. There was a Wendy in front of me with her arms crossed.

"You are finally home" said wendy unnie and went to the couch to sit down.

"And why are you already awake? it is 4 o'clock in the morning" I said to deny the topic because I knew what would come next

"Don't distract from the topic" she just knows me too well

"I have no other choice anyway" what should go wrong , afterall I trust her the most.

"Fine,....it wasn't my friend I was at home yesterday, it was someone else's someone who means a lot to me" I said, but wendy unnie interrupted me

"WAIT, don't tell me you have a boyfriend and I never knew it" she said shocked

"What No unnie how do you come up with such ideas, it has nothing to do with it" I refused immediately

"It's a boy his name is minsoo-" When I wanted to continue talking, she interrupted me again

"Sooo i was righ-" I didn't let her finish talking this time

"Could you let me finish talking? you're just assuming things, his name is minsoo and he is 5 years old" I emphasized the 5 for her

"Ahhh he is five" she asked slowly

"Yeh he is just 5" I answered

"So probably you didn't know it but i used to work in an orphan before of course without asking for money i wanted to help children and Aunty Rachel who took me in when i had no one but when i applied to SM i didn't have time anymore working there so i worked hard here to give  them the most needed money, and there i met minsoo he was different he often did not talk to anyone like the other kids, ...he never did, he usually sat alone on a bench and watched them playing around" I took a short break because I realized that I was about to cry

"and so I decided that I should talk to him and give him company, He barely spoke at the beginning but he became more and more open with me and I think that I have a big spot in my heart for him, I just can't lose him please unnie he has no one else, he has become so important to me." I begged crying. I felt her hug me

"I'm here for you Sooyoung why did you never say anything about it" she asked me with sad eyes

"I'm sorry I was just afraid that you guys would stop me seeing him" i said

"Of course not" "Can I ask you something else?" she asked me. I looked at her and waited for her answer

"What did you mean when you said that you didn't have anybody and the woman took you in?" She raised her eyebrows

Damn I should have kept my mouth shut

Maybe I should say that to her but not everything. I don't want her to pity me

"They died when I was little" I didn't say the whole truth

"Ohh I am so sorry Sooyoung" she hugged me tightly

"It's okay" i smiled

"So you are not mad at me?" I got a pillow in my face

"I'm still mad at you, you lied to me" and started beating me with the pillow

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