jungkook was having an anxiety attack. suddenly everything was too much for him.
he messed up.
he should've stayed with jimin.
jimin never intended to hide his emotions, jungkook knew that.
why'd he even snap? there was nothing to be mad at.
regret filled jungkook, and he couldn't do anything but wear an emotionless mask and talk with a monotone voice, hoping to hear from jimin.
every time his phone did the slightest beep or vibration, he pulled it out of his pocket quicker than ever, but it was never jimin.
it was at night it got hardest for jungkook.
"let's go for a walk." jungkook whispered to himself as he shot a glance at the clock. 2;45 am.
jungkook would be lying if he said his main reason to go for a walk wasn't in hopes of seeing jimin.
it was his only intentions.
and so he made his way out his door, hands shoved in his jacket pockets in hope of contain them warm.
but of course, nothing worked as well as jimins hands. and he missed them.
jungkook sat down at the bench. he stared into the air, somehow waiting.
and waiting.
waiting for a special someone.
deep down, he knew he wasn't coming.
but he'd never admit that.
he'd rather lie to himself.
tell himself, 'it's gonna be alright.'
and, 'i'll stay here for a little longer. he might show up.'
so here he sat. his fingers were starting to go frozen, and he was generally freezing.
jungkook stayed until the sun went up. he pulled his phone out of his pocket to check the time.
6;27 am.
no new messages.
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diary → jikook
Fanfiction(( jikook )) in which jungkook suffers from an unknown mental illness that only worsens until he meets jimin, a literal ray of sunshine. but jungkook soon learns not to judge a book by its cover, a sentence he never took seriously before. it's tru...
