keep a straight face and don't cry
keep your breath in, maybe you'll die
but I'm already drowning, drowning without water
just know that they will never accept you as a daughter
I imagined myself dead and slaughtered
everyone else can go on without being bothered
in the end, I chose this pain
in my time, the only choice was pain
I understand that my poems will never be understood
my thoughts can scare you, as it should
I write this minutes after I was spat on the face
id rather be anywhere but this place
carved on my head is the word disgrace
what I'm going through I can't explain
so I allow being sucked into my own hurricane
they think ill learn by abuse
funny how I'm still stuck again with the same excuse
let them hit me I have nothing to lose
to become different among all, my body refuse
no physical or mental method could save me now
I want them to understand, I just don't know how
she said I'm a devil behind that angel face
no one is an angel in my case
they are all devils, but you just don't know it yet
because right now you think I'm the only devil you've met
this isn't like the old days all nice and clean
you don't know or see what I've seen
I appreciate the love and care you have given me
I'm sorry that you will never understand me
but I promise I will try to hold on for your sake
ill go through hell and deal with this heartbreak
so that all you've given wouldn't go to waste
ill face the music and go through the after taste
Ill live in the house with all the hatred
just to see you smile at what you've once created
I promise to be the pearl in the seashell
covered with my uniform so they can all tell
so that he wouldn't get the chance to taste hell
but until then ill scream with my mouth closed
and let all my past be disposed
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Deep poems with rhymes
Poetrythe truth about almost everything and they give a rhyming twist to it. warning: diction not so strong I'm only 14 but I'm learning. please give feedback good or bad i don't mind