I'D GIVE IT ALL

chapter 12

Once they got into the room, the first thing Jimin did was go take a long hot shower. The warm water cascading down his body relaxed his muscles and cleaned his mind some.

Everything happened so fast, and he didn't really have time to take it all in when it happened, and finally, when he was all alone, he broke down in tears in frustration.

Sitting on the tiled floor of the shower, Jimin turned up the water and sobbed until his throat hurt and his eyes were thick and heavy.

Once he felt better, he rinsed his face off, cursing his bad luck. He left the bathroom in a white fluffy robe and found Jungkook sitting on the floor with a bottle of whiskey.

"Can I have some of that?" he asked with a tired smile.

Jungkook waved his hand around, indicating he should take a seat anywhere. Jimin sat down right in front of him. 

Jungkook handed him the glass and proceeded to drink from the bottle, making Jimin raise an eyebrow at him.

Jungkook downed the drink and coughed a bit before he spoke. 

"Don't look at me like that. I'm human too, you know..and I had quite a day too. Thank you very much. "

Jimin laughed quietly as it was quite clear, Jungkook was about to get fucked up.

"Okay, so I guess you're right, "Jimin replied, and sipped timidly on the strong drink.

Jungkook became fidgety as he drank more and untied his tie, throwing it somewhere in the room, and soon unbuttoned his shirt as well, which thankfully remained buttoned.

Jimin's face flushed redder than when he was in that scorching hot shower, and he averted his gaze, suddenly finding the hotel carpet much more fascinating.

"J... Jungkook, what are you doing?" Jimin stuttered out, giggling as Jungkook started crawling across the room. He stopped for a second to look at Jimin, placing his finger over his lips, signaling for Jimin to shut up.

"Shhhhh dimmini...stob being so loud, the others will hear us." He whispered as he crawled again, snatching his phone quickly, almost losing his balance, and Jimin laughed, taking out his phone to videotape this.

"I found it!" jungkook exclaimed loudly as the song 'close' by Nick Jonas started playing. He finally got up, threading his fingers through his black hair, slowly running them down his neck, and slowly but surely he removed his shirt, dropping it on the floor before locking eyes with Jimin.

"You," Jungkook said, pointing at Jimin 

"Me?" Jimin stupidly asked, even though he knew they were the only ones in the room.

"Dance with me?" Jungkook had asked, looking at Jimin straight in the eyes. Jimin gulped, dropping his phone on the ground.

"n-no I, I can't dance," he said nervously.

"N-nonsense" Jungkook slurred, and before Jimin knew it, he was on his feet.

"Jimin. Listen to me, I know you're stressed about everything. Hell, I'm stressed out too, " Jungkook said as he drew Jimin closer to his chest, his fingers gliding down towards Jimin's waist slowly before fully encircling them around his waist as they moved together, Jimin gradually relaxing in his grip.

The song had just finished playing when Jimin felt his feet hit the base of the bed. At this point, Jungkook's hands had loosened around his waist, and Jimin immediately lost his footing. He ended up falling backwards onto the bed. Pushing himself up on his elbows, he starred at Jungkook, who was now straddling his lap.

"I-I don't feel so good, Jimin." Jungkook groaned, rubbing his face with the back of his hand.

Jimin sighed nervously, coming in closer to ruffle Jungkook's hair before touching his forehead. 

"Yeah, I think you just need a little sleep, kookie- " Jimin froze, his hand still against Jungkooks' forehead.

'What the fuck? Kookie?? How could he let that slip?'

Jungkook looked down immediately at the mention of that nickname staring at him. Jimin couldn't find it in him to look away either. His intense gaze was doing something to Jimin, and he couldn't put a finger on it. 

Jimin's hand that slid down from his forhead onto his cheek, descended onto Jungkook's shoulders in a slow manner as jungkook began leaning in. 

The whole thing left Jimin feeling a little high. He glanced up towards Jungkook's soft lips and licked his own. Only then had it finally dawned on him that Jungkook was about to kiss him... and his mind started racing.

' s-shit shit how should I react? Should I push him off? I should probably just push him off, right? But I don't want to. I want him to kiss me. I should slap him first, then kiss him. '

All these thoughts raced through his mind, not to mention the fact that he was kind of engaged, or not, who knows.

'This will definitely complicate things'  Jimin thought as his palms became sweaty and, with all this in mind, Jimin slowly closed his eyes, awaiting Jungkook's lips on his own, but nothing came.

He opened them again only to find Jungkook out cold with his head resting on his shoulder, breathing down on his skin slowly.

He let out a breath. He didn't know he was held "Holy shit" he breathed.

Jimin's heart was racing a mile a minute. He just couldn't believe what had almost happened and just how badly he wanted it to happen. 

He sighed and scrubbed at his face. He just couldn't deal with more drama. He already had too much going on, and he just couldn't deal with any weird feelings. 

Jungkook couldn't possibly have feelings for him, right? It was just Jungkook being drunk and weird. 

Jungkook was a somewhat decent guy, and he was a good friend who only wanted to protect him.

Yeah, that's it. 

Somehow, he'd gotten Jungkook to lie down on the bed and went into the bathroom to wash his face, ridding himself of any and all other confusion. Soon, he left the bathroom feeling a bit better.

When he came back into the room, Jungkook was still snoring up a storm. The sight made him smile from ear to ear.

He leaned over Jungkook to pull the blanket over his body and got a huge fright as Jungkook grabbed his arm and threw him over, rolling onto him. With his back now pinned to the bed,

"You could have lost an arm." Jungkook breathed, hovering above Jimin. 

Jimin's was at a loss of words and his heart was beating so fast against his ribcage. Jungkook's gaze had him instantly flustered. They were so close and he tried to look away from Jungkook's eyes. Jimin felt like he was melting under his intense gaze.

"I-I just thought you might have been cold. " Jimin whispered quietly.

Jungkook groaned but didn't move.

"How long have I been out?" he asked.

"About an hour at most. But, Jungkook, could you please leave now? You're kind of heavy. " Jimin said quickly that the close proximity was killing him.

As if he'd just realized the position they were in, Jungkook quickly rolled off of him, leaving Jimin gasping for air like someone who'd just come out of under water. 

Jungkook looked over at the smaller boy with a raised eyebrow. 

"Are you okay?" Jungkook asked concernedly now.

Jimin's face was red and his body was on fire. He ran to the bathroom to take a shower and maybe get rid of the boner he was sporting before it was too late.

If anything, Jimin was very passionate and he knew that once he'd given into his desires, which was not the best idea right now.