0062 X Pink Milk | Completed |

I Still Want You ( i )

" Are you accusing me that I'm cheating on you now?..."

Kongpob pointed to himself feeling disbelief with the older man in front of him, he didn't answer and just looked at the elder in the eyes as if he will know the truth if he stared at him.

" Hahaha, I can't believe that this is happening, feels so fucking unreal,"

He laughed Not because he is happy or what But he is feeling more disappointed with the elder man.

" Kongpob watch your language! And this isn't funny you know,"

Arthit frowned thinking his lover is laughing at him and the situation Where they both need to take it seriously.

" Well it is funny to Me...Very fucking funny,"

Kongpob sarcastically said glaring mockingly at the other man, Arthit flinched at the sudden coldness in his junior's voice. Never has he raised his tone at him always spoke to him in an gentle and loving way. But all he could now see was Anger, hurt and possibly broken down in his eyes.

" So let me Ask you P'Arthit...What makes you think That I'm cheating on you?...After all I showered you with Was my love, the way I looked after you cared and left my everything behind just to make sure you were alright. I Never look at anybody that way Only you never accept or choose them for my side besides you. So why do you think that I will give up on you who I've been madly in love since the first year of University for something Which is Not worth it,"

He narrowed his eyes, bringing Arthit's head closer  to his as he questioned him ready to lose his control that he's trying to save in Not let it hurt the other but the way Arthit's doubting at him was making him want to shred the tears in him and grab an glass item nearby smash it against the wall just screaming and nothing else.

Just how could he suspect on me After all I always said to him I love him and only want him?...Was my love or actions weren't enough proof of me loving him?...

" It's not that I don't trust you Kong, But you kept on avoiding me and even act as if both of us were strangers to begin with...It hurts me Kongpob,"

Hearing that made Kongpob sign and brought himself closer to the elder caressing his round cheeks looking into the brown eyes he could never get tired of staring at.

" P'Arthit You know I was helping Maprang at that time, her parents were forcing her to marry an doucebag who wanted her only for the money, I pretended to be her lover so they will stop the wedding and let her be with the guy she loves. I avoided you, yes I'm sorry for that but it was to show her parents I'm not betraying Maprang and accept us Until she tells them the truth,"

Arthit averted his gaze from the younger, it was not because he doesn't want to look at him But it was merely because he doesn't want to look pathetic in front of his lover. His eyes were shining with tears, just waiting for it's time to flow, Hearing him makes Arthit feel all guilty and look at the younger who asked him another question.

" P'Arthit, how long have we been together?..."

Kongpob asked suddenly the elder man who looked at him confusion could be seen in his eyes.

" Well...For 3 years Kong,"

" Right, in those 3 years...Have you ever thought of breaking up with me?..."