Why is it,
That your heart is bleeding,
And I hold the knife?
Why is it,
That we both change,
And leave behind the ones we should have brought along?
Why is it,
That I cried when you stormed away,
But you still think I didn't care?
Why is it,
That whenever I put my dreams into someone,
Life sweeps it away to leave me hopeless.
You know, I could have completely loved you.
If the situations were different.
Maybe in another life,
We could avoid this pain.
Should I come back?
I want to.... but I can't.
If I do, I'll change.
And I'll lose my true family.
But I can't stay away, truly.
I see you writing.
And I hurt. I bleed.
I've lost someone that I absolutely need.
Because you hate me.
You even said it to my face.
You can't forgive and forget.
I don't blame you.
That's a good thing, really.
Because a part of me thought about your tears,
And that they were truly tasty.
But I can't stop it.
If I let go, I'll lose it all.
So I'm on this train,
Until the sudden stop.
Why don't I even feel human?
An animal in human skin.
A wolf in sheep's clothes.
Don't let me close,
I'll just end up hurting you.
Maybe you're right,
I do hate myself.
So much, I must destroy all I have.
So that my heart may crumble away into nothingness.
