(y/n) woke up the next day, red stains on her bedsheets. she decided to skip school not wanting to see her classmates' faces, not wanting to hear her friend talks about going out with tsukishima, not wanting to deal with the heartbreak once again.
"sometimes i think i have a chance, but when i try to take that chance, i realized i never did."
"the more i hide my feelings, the more it shows, the more i deny it, the more it grows."
"nothing hurts more than realizing he was everything to you, but you were nothing to him."
"the person that made me sad was the same person who made me happy."
"after all, it was my fault for loving him."
"i should've told her that i love him, so this won't be such a competition."
"i should've told him that i love him, so i wouldn't have to deal with this."
"i shouldn't have been alive, i don't want to continue my life like this."
"i just want to keep dreaming, because in my dreams, you were mine."
she kept repeating those words to herself, then fainted from the blood loss.
"as expected, no one was there when i really need someone."
and so, (y/n) was just admiring from afar.
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admiring from afar ; tsukishima kei
Fanfiction❝it hurts to know that you won't look at me the way i look at you❞ where (y/n) was hoping to get nothing more than his attention and affection, but his eyes weren't reflecting back what she wanted. - disclaimer: ◑the haikyuu!! character here is not...
