immortal madness // l.s

thirty three

Louis texted

Me today.

He invited me

Over.

I do not

Want to go,

But he is Louis

And I will always

Go when he calls.

I knock on his door and he opens it,

Smiles,

Says, 

"Hi, Harry.

Come in."

I nod, and

Follow him

To his room.

He sits down

On the bed,

But I stand,

Nervous.

"Sit down,"

He says.

"Are you sure?"

I ask.

He smiles, nods,

So I sit.

Louis looks terrible

Dark circles

And even more

Scratches on his

Wrists.

Should I tell him

That I tried

It?

"Are you okay?"

I ask.

He starts to cry.

"No, I'm not. I think

I like you.

More than I

Like Eleanor."

I am surprised

Because he told

Me that he is not gay

A few days ago.

"Really?"

I ask.

"I thought I was a

Psychopath."

I am

Angry

But I would

Never hurt

My Louis.