Louis told
Me that
He takes
Too many
Pills.
He said
He takes
Benadryl
And his
Depression meds
And sleeping pills
And bi-polar drugs.
I told him
That I used to take
Pills, too.
But not to die.
To try and
Be normal.
But they don't
Work.
That they
Make me
Sleepy.
He said,
"You should
Take them."
I said,
"I can't."
"Why?" He asked.
"Because they
Make the
Urges
Go away."
He asked, "What
Urges?"
I said, "To save things."
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immortal madness // l.s
Fanfiction[Larry Stylinson] Harry kills to save and Louis cuts to die.