Crush On A Careworker

'You had me fooled'

I arrive home to see Cam isn't in I don't mind being home alone anymore though

I'm watching TV when someone knocks on the door

I open the door to see Liam who gives me a smirk

'Leave me alone' I say angrily

I try to slam the door on him but he's too strong, he forces it open

'Why? What did I do?' He says innocently

'Oh you know full well what you did!! Now get out of my house or I'll call the police and tell them all about your sick obsession!' I say

All of a sudden he loses control and shoves me against the wall

'You're not to say a word to anyone! You hear me' he says angrily

'Liam let me go' I say

I'm terrified of him

He's lost his mind...

'Not until you promise me' he says

'Okay. I promise you' I say trying to get out of his grip but he was too strong

'Liam. You've forgotten who you are. Why don't me and you go and find someone to talk to, maybe go and see mike? We can do it together! I'll be by your side every step of the way' I say looking into his eyes

'I can't trust you Tracy.' He says

'Well you can't keep me here forever Cam will be back soon!' I say angrily

'Can't I?' He says pushing me onto the floor and shutting the door

'Liam this isn't you I know it isn't' I say

'It is. I love you too much to let you go' he says

'So what exactly are you gonna do? Cuz if Cam comes back' I say but he cuts me off

'She won't' Liam says

'Just let me go!' I say, my fear taking over as I run to the door, grabbing the handle he shoves me back, twisting the lock on the door and shoving the keys into his pocket

I don't feel safe.

'Fine well there's more ways of communication' I say grabbing my phone and texting mike

Mike help me! Lia

I don't have time to write anything else before he swipes it out my hands

'HELP!' I shout desperately

'You really think I'm that stupid?' He says

'Liam this is pointless! Just please unlock the door and let me out' I say

'Will you just listen to me!!!' He shouts angrily which makes me cower in fear

It's my mums ex boyfriend all over again

'...okay I'm sorry' I say

'I've been in care homes all my life this is it for me. I just wanted one good thing. I just wanted to feel loved for a change, watching others receive the love I felt I deserved, it would kill me' he says

'And you do deserve it. Really you do' I say looking up at him

'But I won't get it with you' he says sadly

I have to go along with it. It's my only option

'You will' I say

'Yeah right. Your just saying that' he says

'No. I'm really not, I promise you, look at me' I say looking into his eyes

'We can stop this before it gets any further you don't have to hurt me' I say trying not to cry

'What makes you think I wanna hurt you? That's the last thing I want! I wouldn't harm a hair on your head it's the exact opposite!' He says

'I know you wouldn't it's just...well you've locked me in you've taken my phone' I say

'I just want you to listen to me' he says

'I'm listening. Talk to me' I say

'You're a break from it all Tracy. You don't see me as a care kid, you make me so happy and I can't imagine my life without you...I just need you, because without you I'm nothing' he says

'Listen to me. I'll always be here for you. But it won't ever be how you wish it to be. I don't love you Liam, I care deeply about you and I want you to be happy, but you can't find that happiness with me. You simply can't' I say being careful of my choice of words

'But it's not impossible we can keep it quiet it can be just us two I'll treat you better than he can I know I can, please Trace don't give up on me' he says

'I'm not giving up on you. I never will' I say

He's leaning in

But I just can't do it.

I pull away and anger instantly flashes across his face

'You had me fooled' he says