Soulmates // Matthew Daddario ♡ (2)

part 15 ~ back at it?

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Matthew💔
Hey
Can I talk to you for a sec?

Olive🐣
Matt, hey, sure

Matthew💔
Okay, um, don't know how to say this

Olive🐣
You okay?

Matthew💔
Yes
Wait, no
I don't know

Olive🐣
What's up?

Matthew💔
You love Los Angeles, don't you?

Olive🐣
Yea
Too much traffic but that's fine
It's always been my dream city actually

Matthew💔
Yeah I imagined

Olive🐣
???

Matthew💔
Look, I know how we just got back trying to hang out and everything

Olive🐣
Are you breaking up with me, Matthew?
No, wait, we're not even together anymore
Nevermind, keep going

Matthew💔
:(

Olive🐣
What

Matthew💔
I really want to fix everything
And I really care about you shorty

Olive🐣
But?
Cause there's a but, right?
There's always a but.
Ohmygod, you don't like me anymore.
That's it?

Matthew💔
What? No
I do like you
A lot

Olive🐣
So what is it, Matthew?

Matthew💔
I'd rather speak in person
Are you at the bar right now?

Olive🐣
Mh, no
I'm home
Day off

Matthew💔
Let's meet up somewhere?
Please

Olive🐣
You can come over if you want
I'll send you the address give me a sec

Matthew💔
Okay, thanks precious❤

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    I rushed to the mirror and fixed my hair desperately, even though I felt something was up. Something bad. I spaced out the whole time until the bell rang loudly, echoing in my tiny apartment. I took a deep breath and opened the door.

    Matthew was breathtaking, every time more. What was his secret? How could one be that gorgeous? Was it even legal to be that handsome? A soft chuckle woke me up from my temporary intense trance, I blushed.

   《S-Sorry, come in》I stuttered as I let the boy in.

    《It looks nice in here, I like it》he looked around and reached out for the couch. Useless to say that I was extremely nervous. I didn't want to lose him again. I couldn't live without him.

    《So.. drop the bomb, Daddario》I nervously smiled as I sat in front of him. However, he breathed out and grabbed my hands for him to hold in his. I gulped. Flash start, uh?

    《I'll start by telling you that I'm very sorry for how things turned out. All these months we lost because of that awful mistake. I'm so sorry》he gazed deeply into my eyes, causing every inch of my body to almost melt. --《I care about you, a lot. Actually, a lot lot. And I like you, so much》

    《But..?》I asked with a very low tone. Truth is I was genuinely scared.

    《But..》he breathed out again and looked down.《I've been casted for a new movie》

    《Oh》I calmed down a little bit. I thought way worse.

    《In New York》he added.

    I could feel tears stinging into my eyes, a weight on my stomach, my heart.. I couldn't feel it anymore. I instantly pulled my hands away from his and gazed up at him. He eventually locked eyes with me and frowned.

    《How long?》I managed to ask, my voice shaking.

    《I don't know. Probably six or seven months》he sighed.

    《Okay》I tried to stand up but Matt's strong grip pushed me back on the couch.

    《I'm not done》he added. I started at him confused. --《Really? Let's just drop this here please. It's already painful enough so, please, just-》

    《I want you to come with me》he said quickly, his deep gaze on me.

    《You what?》I almost chocked.

    《I know you already moved here for me and I- I wish I didn't have to be selfish again and ask you to- God, I don't know》he nervously ran his shaking fingers in his raven soft hair.

    《Do the others know about this?》I tried to act it cool.

    《Yea. They will come visit me every weekend》his tone was so low and sad it was heartbreaking.

    I gently grabbed his hands and pulled it away from his hair. I got a little closer and slowly caressed his cheek, carefully wiping his tears away with my thumb. I knew tears were rolling down my cheeks as well, but I didn't care. I placed my forehead on his and gave him eskimo kisses.

    His gaze met mine, sending freezing shivers up and down my spine. God, those eyes. I leaned in and placed my lips on his, who soon kissed me back in return.

    《I love you, Matt》I whispered again his lips as I pulled away very slowly. --《More than the air I breathe》

    《I don't want to lose you》he whispered back.《I love you, too. More than anything. Maybe I will just decline the offer and stay here with y-》

    《Stop that nonsense》I sniffled up with my nose.《It's your career. You get to do what you love, and I love you for that》

    《I don't want to go without you》the words slipped out so desperately from his mouth. He quickly realized and widened his eyes with a blush. --《I'm sorry. I didn't mean to put that pressure on you. You don't have to come. You have your job, this house, and you're beautiful. So beautiful. You will surely find someone els-》

    《Gosh, Matt, stop talking》a chuckle slipped out of my mouth. --《There's something I need to tell you, I want you to listen carefully. You think you can do that, hot-stuff?》

    《Hot-stuff?》his lips finally curved up and formed a shy smile.

    《Yea, cause you're hot and you're my stuff》I joked, his eyes lit up as he chuckled softly.

    At the sound of his melodic laugh I almost lost my shit. How could I survive without that sound in my life? My first though went to Harry, but I got to see him only on weekends anyway. Matthew hesitantly looked at me, waiting for me to speak up.

    《Is it cold?》

    《What》he furrowed his eyebrows confused.

    《New York. Is it as cold as they say?》

    《Wait》his eyes widened.《Does this mean you-》