That Month at Summer Camp

chapter 10

I'm pretty upset that I didn't get Christian to kiss me, I was so damn close to getting my first kiss with the best guy ever, but no the girls called my name and I had to go back.

"What do you want?" I say rudely. Hannah was smirking back at me

"Wow somebody's sassy," says Emily.

"Well I was about to get my first kiss but then somebody called my name."

"Oh, that was me, sorry." Hannah says with a fake frowny face.

I want to strangle her right now. Why the hell would she do that to me? Oh wait because she's Hannah duh.

"So who wants to tell ghost stories?" Asks Emily. Everybody yells "me!" In annoying girly voices.

All of the girls in the cabin tell fake ass ghost stories while I sit there with a very bored expression on my face,until I saw a figure outside. I look and it's pretty much dark outside because of the storm, but I see the tall black figure and then everybody else in my cabin sees it too and they all scream bloody Murder I swear. The councilors had gone to go get something and we were here alone just us girls.

When the figure started pounding at the door everyone was freaking out and some of the girls were even crying, including Hannah. Ok I'll admit that right now I'm pretty scared. The person keeps pounding on the door and then eventually slams it open and there I see him.

"Christian?! What the actual hell?"

"I was walking past your cabin and I kind of heard you all freaking out because of ghost stories, and well I had fun," he laughs.

"So not fucking cool Christian," I say as all of the other girls shake their heads at him.

"Love you," he replies like a smart ass. All of the girls aw and coo about his comment.

"See you later babe.Bye." he blows me a kiss and with that he's out of our cabin.

 Hannah looks at me with a glare. "What do you have something to say Hannah?"

  Everybody stares at Hannah and waits for an answer. "Look no matter how far you get with Christian you're never gonna last okay, he's gonna break up with you because he's too good for you, he just doesn't realize that yet, or maybe have you ever thought that he's just using you, huh? You're an ugly ass bitch that nobody gives a damn about, and you think that everybody loves you but they don't in reality everybody hates your guts. You think that Christian loves you but he doesn't, I can see it in his eyes."

 Hannah finally got what she wanted. I cracked, it stung, it burned like a million tiny sparks were hitting me all at once. I tear the door open, with tears running down my face, and then I run. The rain comes down hard and I can't see where I'm going so I trip and fall and land on the muddy field. I just stay there and scream and cry out into the distance. I scream about everything, I haven't done this in such a long time, I haven't felt this much pain since my best friend dying. What if Christian really doesn't care about me, what if he is really using me?

 I come up with a so many questions in my head.

 Do you care? Would you miss me if I left? Would you believe that you're the best thing that's ever happened to me? Are you using me? If I died what would you do? Would you move on right away?

 I look down at my legs being splattered with mud. I keep screaming into the wind, I know nobody can hear me, because I can barely hear myself. I look up into the sky, fresh water hitting my face. I can't stop crying. STOP ANDREA, STOP! I scream again, I can't do this right now.

 I flip over onto my stomach so my face is laying on the field. I lift my face up and I see an outline of someone standing right in front of me.

 I know it's Christian, he lifts me up and puts me into his arms and we both go into one of the empty cabins. He puts me on one of the uncomfortable plastic matresses.

 "Hey hey hey, Andrea what happened?"

 I keep crying. "Hannah. said t-that y-you were u-using me and t-that you didn't c-care about me, and she called me an u-ugly ass bitch." 

 "Why would she say that about me? Andrea you know I care so much about you, I'm not using you I love you!"

 "I- I don't know."

 "Babe, I'm so sorry, you know none of that is true."

 "C-can I ask you stuff."

 "Anything."

 I ask him all of the questions that I had earlier and by the time that I finished he was crying.

 "Andrea, I have no clue what I would do if you died. I don't know how I would move on, I don't know how I would breathe."

 "I don't know what I would do without you either," I cry.

 "Andrea, would it mean anything to you if I told you that I love you more than I love my own family.

 "You don't"

 "I do."

 "I love you more than everyone."

 "Look Andrea don't listen to Hannah, I love you so much and there's nothing no one can do to split us up. Hey do you know if your councilors are still gone?"

 "Yeah they said they would be gone for an hour or so apparently."

 "Okay follow me," he says wiping the dry dirt off of my face.

 I follow him out the door and we head back to my cabin. He opens the door for me and I walk in.

 He walks in and clears his throat. "Hannah, can I talk to you?"

 "Yeah whatever," she rolls her eyes.

 They walk outside and I try to listen to their conversation from inside but all I hear is yelling and screaming, I can't make out the words.

 Christian comes in fifteen minutes later. "Don't worry I took care of her."