Hard Knocks

Chapter 32 " mama"

A month Later

Rock

I patiently sat on my couch watching some ESPN.

I finally called her to come over and discuss everything.

About her pass.

Why she leave.

My real father.

All of it.

The knock came to the door letting me know she was here.

I open my door revealing Bianca.

" I'm glad you called me Brock"

I only nodded my head letting her come in.

We both took a seat at the kitchen table.

The sound of the tv was the only thing that could be heard.

" tell me everything"

I looked at her as she thought about what she was going to say.

" this guy stole my heart at the of 17, fed me all types of lies"

" and like the young girl I was .... I felt for it"

" 6 months into our relationship or whatever it was ..... I became pregnant but it wasn't by him though" she said with her head down.

" so we stop communicating, I was so in love with him that I really wanted to get rid of the baby in my stomach"

" so I did drugs from weed to the ... heavy stuff"

" I end up having Bryson prematurely"

She told me that since she wasn't ready to take care Bryson she left him with Bryson's father mother ( grandmother)

" I remember mama always telling me you reap what you sow, it's definitely happening to me now" She said looking down.

" but anyways three years later me and I met a another guy"

" Three year later after having Bryson I was pregnant with you and that's when he told me he had a daughter a-and was mmarried" she said in tears.

Too bad I didn't have sympathy for her.

" after you was born Brock I couldn't stand to look at you, and I'm s-sorry for mistreating you, I know you needed me and I wasn't there for you like should I have been"

All the memories were constantly flashing in my head.

From my grandmother arguing with her.

Her wishing that I was aborted because I too "black"

She has damage me a lot.

I felt a tear slide down my own eyes.

" I just hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me ... please, I promise to never EVER hurt you like I have"

" I cried for you !" I said standing from seat.

" IM DAMAGE BECAUSE OF YOU" I said hitting my chest.

" AND IM SORRY SON IM so sorry" she said.

I watch as she launched herself on to me.

I thought about what Nia told me.

"we don't always get the perfect parents Rock, but be blessed to have ones that realize they have done wrong and want to ask for  forgiveness"

At this moment I gave in.

I was going to give her chance to build this relationship.