I love you (original copy)

E X P L A N A T I O N 2.

FLASHBACK

You sigh tightening your trench coat grabbing your bags you make your way to the front door "Mommy wait for me" Jungkook runs down the hall carrying his bookbag on his back and a teddy bear clenched in his hands the sight is enough to bring tears. Once he catches up to you he smiles "Where are we going mommy...is it far don't worry I brought lot's of snacks" he smiles patting his bookbag. pursing your lips you bend down and start to scratch your thumb you have so much to say...you want to explain to make him understand but you know he never will "I'm sorry" you kiss his forehead and walk out as jungkook's lip quivers he grabs onto your coat "Mommy...mommy" you ignore him and jerk your coat away you continue to move outside making your way to the taxi "Mommy..mommy...mommy!" you walk faster towards the taxi as Jungkook tries speeding up after you "Mommy!mommy!mommy!" he trips on the bottom step and does his best to get up as fast as possible to catch up with you. The driver opens your door and you sit inside while he puts your bags into the trunk. Jungkook pounds on your door trying to open it tears streaming down his face "Mommy don't leave me please mommy i'll be good I swear!" you stare straight ahead wishing the driver would hurry so Jungkook doesn't see you cry. Jungkook pounds his tiny fists against the door when he sees it wont work he tries opening the door again. Finally the driver starts the car and you speed off jungkook runs at first but he trips again and this time he doesn't try getting up. you bawl into your hands as you look into the mirror you can see him sitting on the ground crying until one of the male maids comes in and picks him up. You dry your eyes smiling "He'll forgive me....he'll forgive me" your lip quivers "I should have told him...even if he didn't understand...I should have explained"

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Jungkook P.O.V

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"Mommy! I want my mommy!" you bawl into your fist crying as you gasp for air soon you get hiccups but it doesn't stop your tears. You calm down as you look up and see your door opening "Mommy?" You hiccup and start to cry again when you see it's only yoongi "Hyung....bring...my...mommy...back" in between words you gasp for air yoongi climbs onto the bed with you holding you in his arms. "Kookie...your mommy was a bad lady my mommy told me so...but thats ok now my mommy will take care of you" You stay quite you don't want that lady to be your mom you want your real mom you push yoongi away and getting off the bed you sit in the corner of your room "I want my real mom!" yoongi purses his lips "I told you your mom was bad!" you ball your fist "No! my mommy was the best and guess what she's coming back for me just watch" Yoongi smiles "Your mom is never coming stupid!...now nobody can protect you" Yoongi comes closer a wicked smile on his face "You were gonna ruin my family and take my daddy away well look who won I did! now your just some stupid little orphan! nobody loves you thats why your mom left because she hates you!" Yoongi grabs you by your shirt pulling you up your scared this has never happened before hyung has always been nice so why now..."Hyung..please stop your scaring me" You quiver and then you feel something warm drip down your leg yoongi laughs as you pee onto the carpet "Your a little baby you peed yourself!" yoongi drops you and holding his stomach laughs "You peed" he stands up straight smiling "If your that scared now just wait till later your gonna feel the same pain I felt before" pulling back his fist it collides with your face then he kicks you until you feel as if you might black out. He leaves you there whimpering "Mommy....come back soon...i'm waiting for you"....

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Nari P.O.V {Thats Jungkooks Mom name}

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You make your way to the glass doors of the airport your throat burns from crying. You stop the reality of what was happening settled in you were abandoning your son "I'm giving him a better life" you reassure yourself You go over what madam had told you in the room. She had told you she would care for Jungkook as her own as long as you left "This way he still gets a mother and a father instead of living a hard life with a single income mother" You nod to yourself she was right this was your one chance to be a good mother to him, all these years you had dragged him around as you chased after Kim begging him to come with you and complete your family. You sigh smiling to yourself this was good...you would get a chance to restart and Jungkook could have a normal life, best of all you wouldn't tear a family apart. You think of the way Jungkook had been crying as he ran after you...was he still crying...did he think you were coming back? You roll your bag back to the taxi "Take me back please...I need to go back" He nods opening the door you climb in. As the taxi get's closer to the house your heart feels lighter "I don't know if this is right but I don't care what madam says I would rather live in poverty with my son than create some fancy new life without him" you smile gripping onto the seat "Kookie just wait a little mommy's coming back for you". You arrive at the house and immediately you make your way to the door you open it and make your way to Jungkook's room but he's not there. "You broke your promise" You turn around to see madam in the doorway looking into her eyes you frown "I'll be gone soon...but Jungkook I want my son" Madam walks forward her hands behind her back she smiles "That's not the deal we agreed that you would leave and I would take your son" You puff out your chest "Well the deal is off I'll leave after taking Jungkook now where is my son!" Madam scowls "Do you really think I'm going to risk having you come back or telling Kim about our deal no you will not ruin everything that I have worked for! My son is the rightful air he will always be better than Jungkook! No matter what Kim thinks!" She attacks you her hands around your throat she tackles you to the ground. You claw at her hands bringing blood but nothing seems to faze madam "keep away from my family" Your vision is turning blurry. You slip your knee from under her and knee her in the stomach, with her distracted you try crawling out the room but it's hard since your gasping for air. Madam jumps on top of your back pinning your arms behind your back you scream for help but no one replies. As you wriggle to get her off of you you notice Yoongi standing in the doorway with a blank expression. "Yoongi please get help!" But he stands there "Yoongi please" You feel a sharp pain in your side it takes your breath away. Turning over you see a hug piece of glass sticking out of your side. Madam looks crazed her eyes bloodshot and her hair is messy. her hands are bleeding and scratched you notice that she must have broken the vase and while you had been preoccupied. You watch as you notice the red spread over your abdomen your body grows cold you look at Yoongi and whisper one final time "Get...help"

----------------------------------------------------------- Hours later

You gasp for air your side is radiating with pain and your covered in sweat your bangs stick to your forehead. you grunt as you try sitting up the glass is still stuck in your abdomen you touch it but shriek from the pain. Tearing a piece of your shirt you ball it up and stick it in your mouth as you begin to pull the piece of glass it's excruciating and you stop after only a couple seconds. You decide to instead ask for help you look around trying to find your location Your inside an alley an from the smell you can tell your near some sort of restaurant before you can tell what kind a man exits his restaurant and holding a pot empties its contents all over you. You spit the fowl dish water out and the sound alarms the man he screams but calms down when he realizes that your no threat when he see the glass he walks closer grabbing you into his arms you bite your lip as the pain tears its way through your body seeming to stop your blood in it's place. "I got you don't worry..don't worry" The man whispers in your ear, he carries you upstairs into a bathroom he removes the glass with much dificulty and stiches you up. You don't have any painkillers so you scream from the excrutiating pain when he's finished he washes away all the layers of grime and sweat, your so thankful for the bath you dont even get flustered over the fact that this man can see you naked. He picks you up again and puts you into a bed as soon as he wraps you into the clean sheets you fall into a deep sleep.

------------------------------------------------------------------------ 1 month later

"2 orders of Bibimbap!" you scream across the room into the kitchen "got it 2 orders of Bibimbap coming right up". Its the middle of the day and the lunch rush always makes the room packed, you make your way to the next table to clean the dirty dishes you grunt a little as pain radiates in your abdomen it's so strong you drop the silverware onto the floor as you grip your side "Are you Ok" You look up and see Taehyung his eyes full of concern "I'm ok boss just a little sore nothing big" He purses his lips "Go take a seat someone else will fill in" You nod knowing it was useless to argue you laugh to yourself this kid was considerably younger than you and yet he treated you like you were a child "I'll fill in for her" You see Namjoon runs towards you tripping over his armful of clean table cloths the impact of him hitting the floor is loud but he get's up right away as if nothing happened a huge smile on his face "Yah...go back you'll just make it worse" Namjoon pouts turning away "Yah! don't be mean to your hyung like that" Jin steps out of the kitchen dusting his hands on his pink smock "Fine then you take him" Taehyung yells back. Namjoon smiles looking into Jin's eyes hopefully but Jin looks at Namjoon with fear "Yah why would you tell me such a hurtful thing you must want me to die" Jin puts his hands on his hips pointing and Taehyung "tell the truth your being hurtful because I didn't lend you my makeup brush right" Taehyung rustles his hair "You knew I needed that brush!" Jin shakes his spatula at Taehyung "last time I gave you my brush I never got it back!" Jin cups his hands around his chin "Do you know how much work it is to be this flawless...do you!" Taehyung walks towards Jin his eyes squinting "I told you I gave you back that brush you liar" Jin grabs Taehyung's shirt " Well I never got it you must have given it to some other Jin because I shure as hell never saw it" They scream back and forth until Hoseok enters the room "guys calm down your gonna scare away the customers again and I really like those guys" He pouts and Jin makes his way back into the kitchen "I'll take your job No worries Nari" You smile and make your way upstairs Namjoon follows. You go up tp your room and sigh looking at your walls their plastered with pictures of a boy. You pick up a picture staring at the back you see Mommy and Kookie written on the back your head hurts from thinking "Still don't remember huh" You look up and see Namjoon leaning in your doorway "No I don't remember and I can't help feeling like he's in trouble" tears slip from your eyes "Well..find him then...he must be important it was found in your pocket when we found you..people don't usually carry pictures of people they aren't close to" You nod..."I'll do that then...I'll find him"

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Years later

You blow on the steam from your coffee "Sorry I'm late" You look up to see Namjoon his nose red from the cold. Taking his seat he slides a yellow envelope in front of you, taking it you look inside you gasp at the sight covering your mouth as tears spill from your eyes you look up at Namjoon with a smile "You found my baby"