➳ 𝐧𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐞
[ n. ] something or someone that makes you forget about your suffering.
another empty cup has been finished
the liquid burns as it travels down my throat
yet it does not matter to me
because it makes me feel numb from my paindon't come to me, offering another drink
i can only see it as temptation
don't look at me, trying to make me talk
in the end, we'll both regret itmy patience is wearing thin
the view of the world is no longer clear
my heart is full of distaste
only a bitter feeling remains within medon't give me courage, letting my hopes rise
i know it will only last for the night
don't feel sorry for me, showing pity in your eyes
that feeling is so hazy to meif you want me to be real with you
don't let my tears fall anymore
if you want me to trust you
don't let me hide my pain behind liesyour looks doesn't matter to me
just don't let my heart break any further
your personality isn't my problem
just don't let me fall so easily[ 2 : 20 am ]