It's Over?

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Enjoy the song💕 it helps me calm down when I'm stressed or something. Hopefully it will help someone out along the way :)

Clementine's POV

I was woken up from a loud bang from outside Violets room. I sat up from where I was and stretched. I look down at Violet and see she's still peacefully sleeping.

I get up and put on my shirt and pants before walking out.

I peak out of her room and see no one outside. I open the door quietly and shimmer my way through so I don't let light in the room to wake up violet.

I close the door quietly behind me and make my way down the halls. I make it to mine and AJ's room. I peak in to see if him and Tenn are asleep. Luckily they are.

I go over to Louis's dorm to check on him. He was asleep too.

Everyone was sleeping. Except for one person. Amelia.

Her sister was asleep and resting but where the hell could she be.

I make my way to the courtyard until I heard music playing in the music room. Is that Louis?

I head towards the sound. As I get closer and closer, the music gets louder and louder.

I stop in the door way and see Amelia playing Louis's piano. She was actually good, probably better than Louis.

She keeps playing until she see's me standing in the door way.

"Oh shit, sorry did I wake you?" She asks. "No, I woke up from a loud bang outside of Violets room" she raises her eyebrows and nods. "Oh, okay" she says and goes back to playing the piano.

"I didn't know you could play? Your really good" She looks at me again and nods. "Thanks, uhm yeah, my dad used to play and he taught me when I was little, I loved it. I wanted to grow up and become the next Mozart or Beethoven" she smiles until that slowly turns into a frown.

I walk towards her. "Mind if I sit?" I ask. She looks up at me and pauses for a second. "Uhm, Yeah sure" she scoots over and makes enough room for me to sit down. "How's your sister doing?" I ask. "Better, or we'll I hope, Ruby or if that's her name said that she will be out for a day or two" she looks down at the piano and presses the A key.

"Yeah, but don't worry, she'll make it, I promise" I place a hand on her shoulder. She looks at me hand and then back at me before she gives me a soft smile. "Thank you Clementine?" She asks in confusion. "Yeah, Clementine" she smiles again. "Sorry, I'm not good with names as you can tell" she giggles and I do too.

She looks up at me before looking down at my lips. She slowly leans forward while I do the same.

Before I can retract, our lips collide. I don't know why but I stayed there for a couple of seconds until I finally leaned back. She rested her forehead on mine and looked into my eyes.

"Shit, no this is wrong, I'm with Violet, what the fuck is wrong with me" I say and get up off of the seat. "I'm so fucking stupid" I run my hands through my hair and pace the floor.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean too-" I cut her off. "No, it's fine, just shit..." I say. "Can you please not tell anyone about this or that?" She looks at me and nods.

"I'm sorry, I have to go, you should probably get some sleep" I say. She awkwardly nods and stands up. "Okay, see you tomorrow" I nod and start to walk towards the door.

I make it back to Violets room. I open the door slowly so I don't wake her.

I look at her, snoring softly while her face is in the pillow.

My mind races back to when me and Amelia kissed. Shit, why did I do that? I've only known her for not even a day and she kisses me. And me being the idiot I am, kissed back.

I can't sleep right now, I just can't.

I decided to go up to the bell tower to calm down.

I make my way the tower. I climb my way up until I'm to the top.

I go back to the back where me and Violet was before things went to shit. Where we shared one of our best kisses.

I sit at the spot and look up at the stars that were forming in the sky. I smile at the thought of me and Violet up here. Talking about little things here and there. Holding hands, laughing and smiling.

My thoughts get cut off by someone walking up behind me.

"Clem..?" It was Violet. "Hey Babe" I look up her.

"What are you doing up here?" She rubs her eyes with her hands. "I'm just...looking at the stars, calming down for a bit" She looks at me and nods before sitting down next to me.

I shiver at how cold it is out here. Violet see's me and puts her arms around me and hugs me tight. I wrap my own arms around her waist. I lean my head on her shoulder while she rests her head on mine.

"Clem?" I don't look at her, I keep looking at the sky. "Yeah?" She looks down at me. "I love you" I smile and nuzzle my head into the crook of her neck. "I love you too" I say. "You know, I love you more than anything in this fucked up world" she says and laughs. "I know you do" I look up at her. "I don't want to lose you or AJ, I really don't, after Minerva and everything. I just can't do it" she says.

I look up at her again and then down to her lips. She does the same and we both lean forward. Our lips move up and down. Her lips were soft and gental, like always.

She breaks the kiss for some reason and looks me in the eyes. "What?" I ask. "Your lips taste different?" She tilts her head to the side a little. "What do you mean?" She looks me in the eyes. "I don't know, it's just this kiss is different, your lips just don't taste the same like the other ones" she lets go of me.

"Have you kissed someone else?" She asks. "What? No!" She stands up and looks at me. "Clem, please don't lie to me, just tell me the truth" she says. I look at her and I can feel water coming behind my eyes. "Okay, fine Amelia kissed me, and me being the dumbass that I am, I kissed back" she looks at me and I can see tears falling down hers eyes too. "Oh my god" she places her hands in her hair. " Look, I didn't mean too okay, it meant nothing to me, Your the only thing I care about" I say.

"No! Don't say that, you haven't known her for a day! A day! And you kiss her back when she kissed you? I thought I could trust you clem, I really did, and me pouring my emotions out to you, makes it even worse" she says. "You do mean a lot to me, you have since the day I met you" I go to grab her hand but she pulls it away.

"No Clem, I'm done, I'm going back to bed and don't you dare come into my room" she says and starts to walk the other way.

I sit down in the spot and start to cry.

'Why am I such a fuck up?'

'Is it over?'

'Is she...breaking up with me?'

I think to myself as I lay back on the concrete floor. I look up at the sky and think of why I'm such a dumbass.

It's Over?

Heyo, here's a little chapter I made while I was having a panic attack in the car. Yeah, it didn't go to well but I'm fine now.

Uhm, I hope you guys enjoyed this heart breaking chapter for Clem and Vi. I'm sorry I had to do it to them. But don't worry, I will definitely get them back together in a flash.

Btw, 30 more days until the 4th episode. Like, shits gonna go down. Lilly's bitch ass isn't gonna be there anymore(only if you picked that option) and then James is gonna be hella mad but who gives a shit. He's friends with walkers. And then Violet and Louis.

I have a feeling we're going to have to make another choice between them in ep4. You all already know who I'm gonna choose. Even tho I love both characters equally. I have to go with my girl Vi, always and periodt.

I hope you guys have an amazing day/night!

- jaden 🥴

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