Hush: A Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction

Poison and Wine

Louis' POV

"Are you ready to see her again?" Harry asked me again. Today Sammie was coming back, and I was freaking out. I had no idea what I would say to her or what she would say to me. I was over the fact that she had gone home. I thought that she was going there just for Jackson but then I realized that I caused this. I was the one who made Sammie upset. I just hoped that she could take me back.

"Yeah, I'm fine," I told him.

"Don't overwhelm her though. Wait and see how she is first before you do anything."

"I will do anything if it means getting her back."

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Sammie's POV

Standing outside the airport, I waited for Harry to pick me up. My hands were shaking so badly. I knew that Louis would be there waiting for me, and knowing him he'd want to do anything to show that he loved me. Everything he would do would be like opening up a wound. The wound that Jackson and I caused when he kissed me. Everything Louis would do would just remind me of the fact that I betrayed my fiance and kissed my best friend.

I had to shake that off though because I saw Harry's car pull up around the corner. Getting into the passenger seat, I hugged him.

"A week couldn't have passed so slowly. It was so different not having you at the house," Harry said.

"Tell me about it," I muttered, thankfully Harry didn't hear.

"Louis has missed you an awful lot, I just want you to know that. I told him to not overwhelm you though."

"Really? He missed me?"

"Of course he would! You're his fiancee, what do you expect. You guys are going to fight sometimes but knowing the two of you, you'll get through anything," Harry said with a smile.

Anything? How about an affair? How are we going to pull through that while still loving each other?

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Wednesday

I came home three days ago, and Louis has completely avoided me. I don't think he knows about me and Jackson, I mean how would he know? So I just decided to look at it as Louis just giving me space. The other person that I haven't talked to is Jackson. Lizzie texted me yesterday saying that Jackson was really depressed, so she had me Skype with him.

I was sitting at my desk, door closed, waiting for Jackson to answer the Skype call. Finally he answered.

"Hey Sammie!" He said as if nothing had ever happened between us.

"Hey Jacks how are you feeling?" I asked him.

"Fine," he said, his cheerful tone became monotone. I could see all of the pain in his eyes. All in the same week, I had told him that I loved him but then I also said that I couldn't love him.

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Louis' POV

I was sitting on my bed staring up at my ceiling. I haven't talked to Sammie in days, and I need to. I have to tell her that I'm sorry. Sorry for everything. My only problem is that I don't know how. Whenever I think I know what I'm going to say to her, I ditch the idea. But I have to do this.

Getting up, I walked over to Sammie's room. Seeing that her door was closed, I almost left. But then I heard her talking to someone. Then I heard the other someone's voice, it was Jackson. Pressing my ear up to the door, I listened closely.

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Sammie's POV

"You're not fine Jackson and it's all my fault."