just my luck | changlix ☑

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felix pov

today is saturday and my mom doesn't work. so she saw and heard me throw up, even though it was only was she told me that i had to go to the doctor no matter what. so right now i'm just gonna tell her. i'd rather me tell her than a doctor.

"mum...i have to tell you something." i said.

"what is it?" she asked.

"remember when i went to that sleepover like a month ago?" i asked.

"yes. why?" she asked.

"because it wasn't actually a sleepover it was a party and i got really drunk. when i woke up in the morning i was in a bed with some guy and now i'm pregnant." i said quickly and started to cry. then my mom hugged me and rubbed the back of my head.

"it's okay sweetie. i'm not mad at you, i'm a little disappointed in you for drinking at 16 but not that you're pregnant." she said, i tried to stop crying but i just couldn't. the more i actually thought about what was going to happen, the more tears that streamed down my face.

"are you really not mad?" i asked looking up at her.

"no, i'm really not. your dad on the other hand though...he is going to be really mad. are you going to keep it?" she said. i nearly forgot i had to tell dad too.

"i think so. i don't want to kill it with abortion because that's just wrong to me and i don't really want to put it up for adoption so the only thing left is to keep it." i said and she nodded.

"who's the father?" she asked at dinner an hour later.

"you don't know him but it's seo changbin. i barely know him though." i explained.

"ok well...have you told him?" she asked me calmly and i shook my head.

"i think i'll tell him tomorrow." i said.

i guess i'm telling him tomorrow.

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I'm sorry for the longest wait for an update, ever.

Also what are your opinions on abortion? I think that it is fine if you really can't have a child or it puts you at a risk of death or serious problems or the same for the baby. So yeah, I think it's okay depending on the circumstances. 

I'll probably update again today...I hope.