What is Life

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What is life
many ask this question

To some it may mean finding their perfect husband or wife
To others it's trying to make it to another sunrise or sunset

To me It's trying to live when all you're doing is just existing
I tried to find the true me in all this chaos

I'm not a girl to have many flings
No one likes to have the nerd as a girlfriend

I'm not a nerd or a geek
I get really good grades sure

Only to have to play hide and seek
Not anymore

I will not stand to be someone I'm not
I will not hang out with people who torment me day to day

Even if it's with a popular lot
I will not stand it

My friends don't come to see me instead insisting me to see them
They just assume I don't feel the need to have them over or for them to surprise me

It's not like I study for my whim
That's right I said it I don't study

Why study when you're getting called names and getting picked on every day
Yet I still have good grades

Yet I still want to look at the ocean from far away
Scared to touch the emotions within

My class thinks I'm crazy wanting to work with kids
Why do something I hate when I could enjoy little ones who laugh more joyfully than anyone

They think I'm stupid
Since I can't get math

I still have an A
Is that still not good enough

I cheat you say
Maybe because I get help not because I'm cheating

A cheater I will never be
A cheater I will never bear to see

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