my heart is heavy
something lodges in my chest
the guilt of lies spoken
and of truth left unsaidmy head is pounding
some thoughts reproaches it
the guilt of approval I don't deserve
of reproach I've schemed to get aroundmy eyes are twitching
some apprehension keeps me alert
the guilt of obtaining trust with deceit
not reaping what I sowI live in fear
my life isn't happy
wondering when I'd get caught
when my heart can't take no more........................................
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Millennial Poetry. Vol. I
Poesíamaybe I'm a cat because I've died many times. suicides and road accidents on purpose. somehow I always leave a note every single time. P.S: I don't romanticise suicide, but I've been there. we all have