I do not write to hurt others. I write to save myself from myself. If I have hurt you by my words then you do not understand them. You are not my demons that I live with or the monsters that I encounter. You are the angle of sleep that takes me away into piece. You are the savior of my fall from a building. You are the safeness of a building when I have no home. You are not unfair or unjust, no you are honourable, brave and kind. You are something I have never seen before. You are the experiences that I wish I had been a part of.
If you hate me for words that I carefully place together then you have to understand that these creations are a way to prolong my life or what left of it. It's to encourage less self destruction and less damage that I created towards my own body.
I don't often get angry or sad about what someone has said or done to their face. Mother used to say that I would bury all my feelings down and not show it upon my face. Maybe it's because I'm afraid of hurting others or I just can't bare the thought of someone I trust with everything I have leaving.
So I want you to know that I'm not writing for you I'm writing for me.
Sincerely
-R
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Everything I left unsaid | Poetry |
PoesieIn life, I am someone who afraid of talking to people right then and there. They scare me because I don't know how they will react with what I will say. Yet writing them down on a computer is easier because i don't have to look at their reaction to...
