"why are you always sad?"
She asked. Only she did not know that I had no choice. She says to me everyday "tell me. Tell me what you feel, the pain you feel!" Very the thing is that I'm afraid. I'm afraid they shall leave just like the others with whom I shared my pain with. I wasn't like this a few years back. it first started when I lost a few people I cared about and held a close to me around the same time I couldn't get one person back and they're gone forever. a times I just sit and think of what I could have done to prevent it from becoming the person who I was but I... I just regret everything right now and the other I did not want to disturb. I just want one person who left me to be happy. Happy with whoever they are with.
She also asks me whether I'm lonely. I don't seem to have a proper answer to that. It's always that people around me always leave. Is that answer fair enough? I hope it is. And for those who left me, I'm happy. I truly am grateful that they're gone. Those so-called "friends" who were fake are gone from my life now.
She asks me if I'm happy after I meet new people. I guess you could say that I'm thankful to those new people. so some people just hurt me.
I guess I can live with that
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PoesieIn life, I am someone who afraid of talking to people right then and there. They scare me because I don't know how they will react with what I will say. Yet writing them down on a computer is easier because i don't have to look at their reaction to...
