Our Love

Lonely

Jisoo Pov

Yoongi and I have been in a relationship for so long, and yet, I feel so lonely. Yoongi has always been cold to everybody. I thought I would be an exception but, I was wrong. I always waited for the day he would tell me that he loves me or at least say, "me too," when I tell him that I love him, but, no. He rarely hugs me and he never kissed me in our long five years of dating. And I resent him for that. I realized after our last fight that I fell out of love nearly the same time we started dating. It happened after our first fight when he turned cold as ice. He changed. He isn't the same guy I fell in love with. So, I am going to tell him how I feel. And my anniversary gift to him will be me letting go of him.

Magical Time Skip to after secong period.

"Hey Yoongi, can we talk?" I askedd.

"Whatever," he sighed.

I led him to the hallway that nobody goes to except me and him.

"Yoongi, I'm lonely." I told him.

"What????" He asked as he was baffled.

"It feels likes you are not here. When we are on dates, it feels like that I'm all alone. It's like you are in outer space. When we hug, touch, and when we are together, I am all alone. It's all empty words, empty touches and skin ships. I'm tired of this, Yoongi. I realized that I fell out of love almost the same time I fell in it." I said.

"So what are you trying to say?" He questioned.

"What I'm trying to say is," I sighed. "What I'm trying to say is that, I want to break up with you.." I said with a deep sigh.

"Excuse me??" He asked with full of fury. "You KNOW that I don't express my feelings well. And you still break up with me??"

"Yoongi.... YOU know what kind of relationship I wanted. I wanted a sweet nice guy that expresses his feelings towards me. You are always frowning, grumbling, and complaining about something. You never kiss me and when you hug me and tell me things, it's empty. It has no emotion in it. You were that same nice guy for 3 weeks ito our relationship and then you became an iceberg. And you are so overprotective, too. I understand that you can be jealous but it's too much sometimes!!!" I yelled.

"Fine then. Let's break up. God I can't believe I wasted 5 years of my life with you."

Tears flowed down my cheeks. "How can you say that when I was the one who waited for you all these years?"

"I don't care. I hate you."

With hearing that I ran away from him.

Yoongi POV

I couldn't believe her!!!! How can she break up with me??? That was ridiculous. How can Jisoo do that to me. I hate expressing myself because I suck at it. And when I try to the other people misunderstand. So I decided not to do it at all. And the nice guy thing, I did that so she will love me and want to stay with me. But no, she went to her guy friend of hers. So, I decided that maybe if I distanced myself from her so she won't see me as an easy guy. I'm so frustrated..... I can't live without Jisoo. But now, she left me. She said that she doesn't even love me anymore..... I guess I'll have to live like this. I will make you regret it Kim Jisoo.