Our Love

Grief

Rosé POV

A lot of things happened these few weeks. First, the love of my life leaves, and then one of my friends suicide. And my sister like best friend committed suicide too... I sighed as tears started to escape once again. The funeral ended and we buried our oldest sister in the cold ground. I couldn't stop the tears. I felt numb. But, I bet this nothing compared to how Yoongi feels right now... I feel so bad for him. Yoongi and Jisoo unnie were finally going to be happy, but due to an "accident" they couldnt. And even worse, unnie felt like she caused the accident so she-she lighted herself on fire... why does this have to happen?..
-magic time skip-

I was in the garden still thinking of unnie when I felt a hand on my back. It was Jimin.

"Get lost, fuckboy."
He sighed. "I know you don't want to see me right now, but it hurts. It hurts me seeing you so depressed, so... hurt."

"You know that you caused some of that hurt too right? Chanyeol left because of YOU."

"Can we not talk about your ex for right now? I know what I did was wrong, but I wanted to have you. I wanted to be with you again. So, I had to get rid of the competition."

"Get rid of the competition? Have me?!! Did you not listen to me when I broke up with you?!! This is the reason I broke up with you a year ago. Your possessive, obsessed, even! And you know I can't handle that. And you get rid of my love, really?"

"I'm sorry, I really am, but I can't help it. I'm so attracted to you. I can't stop. I know what I did caused you to be hurt, both in the past and present. But, can't you understand?... I mean look at you. You are gorgeous in and out. Smart, kind, and talented. But, look at me. Don't you think that's why I got insecure?.. I'm not perfect like you. But all the boys around you seemed so. So, I thought that one day,  you'll realize that I'm not good enough for you so you'll leave me... and right now, did you know how much I missed you? The girls I fuck around? They mean nothing to me. I met with them because I thought they'll make me forget about you. But, none of them could. Every second I was with them, I could only think about you... so, when I saw you with that Chanyeol guy, I thought, 'Wow, she really did move on..' I was jealous and I resented you. How could you move on so fast and forget about me when I couldn't even breathe without you? It's not fair. I'm so full of you, but you're not. I'm sorry for my actions but I don't regret them.."

"Jimin..."

"I know how you feel about me right now, but, I understand. I'll wait for you as long as it takes. I'll wait even if you start dating other guys, I'll wait. Because I love you with all my heart." He whispered.

He wrapped his arms around me and gave me the lightest most passionate kiss ever. I responded as equally as much passion. I needed him right now