Our Love

Suicide

Jinyoung POV

I got a rope and tied it firmly on a tree and made a loose nose. I started writing s letter.

Dear Jisoo,
         By the time you read this letter, I'll probably be dead. I decided to killl myself after losing what matter the most I my life, you. I couldn't bare to hear, see, or think of you in another man's arm after our heart breaking break up. Death seems to be the only way to resolve my pain and worries. I have no hold left on this world except you. I was debating to actually commit suicide or just stay alive. Because if I'm alive, I can see you. But, there's a high chance that you'll be with another. And if I'll see that, that'll be too heart breaking. So, I decided to kill my self. I hope to my last breath, that I'll think of you as I die. Jisoo, I love you. And I always will.
                                     Your Love,
                                Park Jinyoung

I hung the noose around my neck and jumped. I started coughing and I could feel my death coming closer and closer towards me. I think of you Jisoo, how you can't be with Yoongi anymore. I hope you'll never be with anyone else and always think of me instead......

Jisoo POV

I heard what Jinyoung did. I started crying madly. I read the letter he wrote to me. I felt so fucking guilty. I can't believe I hurt him so much to the point he committed suicide. Jinyoung, I'm SO SORRY. If I could, I would go back him time and not break up with him. I feel so guilty. It's true after this, I would confess my feelings to Yoongi. But, because that would've been too unbearable for him, he just killed himself. I can't believe a ball of sunshine like him chose to do something at this scale. I don't think I can confess to Yoongi again, or anyone ever. I can't do that to Jinyoung. I can't hurt him even after death.