Precious Love

Alone

It's almost a week since Jeongyeon talked to Mina. Nayeon is back at school but still too fragile for Jeongyeon to leave her alone. Jihyo was still ignoring Nayeon and it seems like she won't reconcile with her anytime soon. Momo looks like she's okay. She's still a bit sad of what happened but she's already joking around with the others. Mina ofcourse, was like Momo's servant. With just one call from Momo no matter where she is, she will run to Momo. It annoys Jeongyeon for Mina to be like this. She's making herself too available.

"Jeongyeon ah.. If you want to go to Mina go to her. It's okay. You've already done alot for me." Nayeon said. 

"You know you can't stand being alone right?"

"No. It's okay. Just go." Nayeon said as she pushed her.

"Okay fine. I'll just ask Sana and Tzuyu to accompany you. See you next class." Jeongyeon said and patted Nayeon's head before leaving.

Nayeon watched Jeongyeon walking away. It's not that Jeongyeon was really walking away from her life but the thought of losing Jeongyeon is something that Nayeon can't bear. She have lost Jihyo and wasn't sure if she can still fix their friendship. She wanted to talk to her, she really do but it's obvious that Jihyo was still extremely mad at her. She was just waiting for Jihyo to cool down and maybe asked Jeongyeon for a little help to talk to her. 

Nayeon never really wanted to be alone. She's used to having alot of friends around her but after being alone for a few days, she realized that being alone sometimes isn't really bad. It made her realize alot of things and gave her time to reflect on her actions. What she did was wrong and she's determined to make it up to the people she have hurt. 

"Penny for your thoughts?." Tzuyu smiled as she sat beside her.

"Where's Sana?." Nayeon asked but remembered that Sana might be mad at her since Sana and Momo were like twins. They've been together since they were a kid so it's not really a surprised if Sana is mad at her. Tzuyu didn't say anything but just gave her a sad smile.

"Things will be fine Unnie." Tzuyu said and held her hand.

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"Come with me." Jeongyeon said once she reached Mina and Momo's table not even bothering to look at Momo.

"Jeongyeon.." Jeongyeon held her wrist and was about to drag her but Momo stopped her.

"She's not coming with you." Momo said as she glared at Jeongyeon.

"Are you coming with me or not?" Jeongyeon asked Mina annoyed. 

"J-Jeongyeon Unnie I-I'm sorry but Momo needs me.." Mina said apologetically. Jeongyeon rolled her eyes.

"I need you too..." Jeongyeon said as she sighed deeply before walking away.

She didn't mean to be rude but she really needs Mina. There are things that only Mina could understand. She's been bottling up her feelings for almost a week. She wanted to open up to Jihyo but she's been too busy lately and Jeongyeon didn't want to bother her anymore. She sighed as she sat on the grass and leaned on the tree.

There are alot of things going on Jeongyeon's mind lately. She's been taking care of Nayeon and have observed that Nayeon worries too much and keep on blaming herself for what happened. It's not easy to get things back the way it used to be especially that Nayeon really have to break down once in a while. 

She was also thinking of a way where she can atleast take away some of Jihyo's stress since she's been really working hard as the president of the student council and one of the top students in their school. She's also the leader of the group.

Then there's Mina. Mina who have been a fool when it comes to Momo. It's quite frustrating to know how much pain Mina might be feeling whenever Mina is with Momo. Jeongyeon's feelings about her haven't changed. Jeongyeon still think that there might be a possibility that she's falling in love with Mina but what happened just now makes Jeongyeon want it to stop. She wanted her feelings to stop. She's afraid that it might happen again. Her, falling in love with someone who's in love with someone else. 

"Jeongyeon unnie..." Mina called and sat beside her. Jeongyeon didn't say anything and just completely ignored her.

"Jeongyeon.." Still no response.

"I'm sorry. I should've known that you need me. I'm really sorry." Mina said sincerely.

"Just go.." Jeongyeon said as she hugged her legs tightly hiding her face. 

"No. You've always been there for me whenever I need you that's why I'm doing the same. I won't go anywhere." 

"You don't have to return the favor Myoui. Besides Momo needs you." Jeongyeon said with full of bitterness in her voice. Mina was so shock to see this side of Jeongyeon. She just doesn't really know how to react.

"I shouldn't have talked to you in the first place, just pretend that you don't know much about me. I'm going." Jeongyeon said as she stood up. She looked over Mina who was looking at her with tears threatening to fall from her eyes. She smiled and knocked Mina's head lightly.

"I'm knocking some sense to you. You should be thankful." Jeongyeon delivered the lines which Mina have told her before exactly the same as how she said it to Jeongyeon.

"I still can't get over how you threw your bag on me. That hurts alot. I won't forgive you. See you around Myoui." Jeongyeon said before she left.

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The school is over and Jeongyeon feel that she will break down anytime soon. She decided to stay a little longer in their classroom. She told Nayeon that she'll just wait there until it's time for her to leave for her work. Nayeon didn't say anything but nodded.

"Damn you Momo..." She whispered annoyed. 

Jeongyeon was close to Momo before since Momo is so gullible Jeongyeon always pranks her but at the same time, she took care of her incase someone will take advantage of her. Momo was a good friend. She maybe too innocent and too dense but beyond that she's a friend who will be loyal to you. That's one of the reason why Jeongyeon decided to hold back. To not say anything or make a move to Nayeon. Jeongyeon have seen how Momo treats Nayeon nicely and for her, that's enough. But things are different now, she somehow despise Momo because of the unspoken rivalry between them that for sure Momo doesn't even know. Jeongyeon doesn't like it at how Momo always get those people whom she loved the most. 

"You seemed so bothered. You look ugly." Jeongyeon looked up and saw Nayeon smiling at her as she offered a can of soda which Jeongyeon took without any hesitation.

"Why are you here? I thought you went home already." Jeongyeon raised an eyebrow as Nayeon sat on the table in front of her looking down at her.

"I can't leave you just like that. You need your bestfriend. Now, come on spill." Jeongyeon didn't say anything but hugged Nayeon tightly. Nayeon didn't want to force Jeongyeon to tell her everything and just hugged her back letting Jeongyeon cry on her embrace.

"It's okay. I'm here" Nayeon repeatedly whispered to Jeongyeon.