Precious Love

Frustrations

Momo looked over at Mina who can only watched Jeongyeon from a far. Eventhough Mina didn't say anything to her, the rumors that Mina and Jeongyeon have already broke up was enough for her to understand Mina's situation.

"I-is it because of me?." Momo asked. Mina did not seem to heard her she tapped Mina's shoulder lightly and asked her question once again.

"W-what?"

"Nothing. You know I love you more than anyone else right?. You are my bestfriend and I want you to be happy always." Momo said sincerely and Mina wasn't really sure if she should be happy or what. That I love you more than anyone else made her heart flutter but that You are my bestfriend ruined everything.

It's really frustrating to hide her feelings for Momo when they are together 24/7. It frustrates her more that now that Jeongyeon was mad at her, she has no one to tell what she feels. 

"Mina, what Jeongyeon was like?. I mean, what kind of person do you think of her?" Momo suddenly asked. 

"S-she's... She's kind, thoughtful and caring." Mina said sincerely as she remembers how Jeongyeon always think of everyone before herself.

"Mina..." There's alot of things that Momo wanted to say but it's all in her head. She just can't say it outloud. Her mind was full of thoughts about Mina. It's always been that way for a few days now.

"Hmm?" To Mina's surprise, Momo kissed her near on her lips.

"Is it wrong if I want you only for myself?"

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"Jeongyeon please, let's talk." Mina said as she chase Jeongyeon on the school's hallway.

"Yes Myoui, what do you need?." Jeongyeon asked as she arranged her things in her locker getting only the things that she needed.

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." Mina apologized sincerely.

"We already talked about this didn't we?" 

"I know but I didn't agree on that. Jeongyeon I didn't mean it. You are important to me, you've always been there for me-" 

"Exactly! I've always been there for you yet you chose her!" Jeongyeon bursted out in anger. Mina stood there teary eyed. She was so surprised.

"Hey.. She was trying to apologize don't treat her like that." Momo said as she walks towards them and pulled Mina closer to her.

"You have your chance now. Grab it." Jeongyeon said as she leave the two alone.

"What was that?." Jihyo raised an eyebrow as she let Jeongyeon walked past by her entering the office.

"I miss you." Jeongyeon simply said as she sat at Jihyo's table wiping away her tears. 

"I miss you so much Jihyo...You are the only one I have. I understand that you are busy but I can't help but to go here." 

Jihyo knows that her presence was enough for Jeongyeon to feel safe. Reason why Jeongyeon always visit's her. Jeongyeon once told her that it was because she knows that Jihyo have always got her back no matterwhat happens which is true. 

"You can always come to me you know." Jihyo said worriedly as she pulled Jeongyeon into a hug and let Jeongyeon cried on her shoulders.

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"Stop pushing her away. If you love someone it's normal for you to get hurt." Jihyo said once Jeongyeon was done telling her everything. 

"Hurt is an understatement. It's tearing up my heart and soul."

"If you never felt your heart and soul being torn apart, you never loved anyone with all your heart Jeongyeon"

"Exactly.... I'm so pathetic you know, I've waited for Nayeon my whole life but got friendzoned. Then there's Mina the one who gave me hope that maybe it's not impossible for me to love again, but where is she? She's probably with Momo feeling contented being more than friends but less than lovers" Jeongyeon slammed the table in annoyance.

"Jeong, pushing people away won't solve the problem. Stop being mad at everyone when you are really the one to blame." Jihyo said calmly as she continued doing her homeworks. Jeongyeon raised an eyebrow in disbelief.

"If you are only brave enough to confess then maybe there's a chance for you and Nayeon Unnie. And as for Mina, do you really love her because you love her or you just love her because she somehow resembles Nayeon unnie?" Jihyo's words made Jeongyeon think. Jihyo's question is something that somehow, hard for Jeongyeon to answer.

"I don't mean to blame you or for you to feel bad for yourself but, In reality people will hurt you, even yourself. The world is so cruel it will beat the hell out of you. But think of this Jeongyeon, those people who have hurt you, they're worth the pain right?." 

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Jeongyeon decided to visit Mina and apologize. Her conversation with Jihyo earlier knocked some sense to her.

"What do you want?." Momo asked once she opened the door. Jeongyeon rolled her eyes. It could have been Sana or Mina why does it have to be Momo?.

"I'm here for Mina" Jeongyeon said bluntly. 

"She's not here." Momo said and was about to close the door but Jeongyeon stopped her.

"I'll wait for her then" She said as she went in and sat down on the couch feeling herself home. 

"I don't know what do you want from her but try to hurt her again I'll crush you." Momo said as she sat beside Jeongyeon.

"You don't have any idea don't you?." Jeongyeon said which made Momo curious.

"What are you saying?." 

"You don't have any idea how much you've hurt her." Momo fell in silence. Not sure if Jeongyeon was still referring to Mina or Nayeon.

"I hate you. I hate you because you treated her so bad yet she still chose you. It's not fair isn't it?." Jeongyeon smiled sadly as she played with the rose that she's been holding.

"You are an idiot....yet she still loves you." Jeongyeon sighed deeply as she tried her best not to cry.

'Still loves you' It's Nayeon isn't it? It could not be Mina. Momo thought.

"We're home!." Sana said as Mina absentmindedly followed her from behind not even noticing Jeongyeon.

"Hey.." Jeongyeon didn't waste time and quickly approached Mina. 

"For you." Jeongyeon said as she gave Mina the rose. Mina was so shocked but at the same time happy to see Jeongyeon.

"Oh...Mo, let's cook some dinner come on." Sana said as she excused herself and dragged Momo to the kitchen.

"I'm sorry. I don't know what happened to me all I know is that, I'm such a jerk but... I miss you... I really miss you." Jeongyeon said sincerely. Mina didn't say anything but crushed Jeongyeon into a tight hug.

"You are so slow." Sana said and lightly hit Momo with a pan.

"That hurts!" Momo whinned.

"What hurts? Your head or your heart?." Sana asked playfully and winked at Momo.

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