| monster | - Hope Mikaelson

[ chapter one ]

- [chapter one] -

"What do you mean he's dead?" I spat the words out.

"He's gone Hope. And Elijah too. You knew this was coming, but I guess Klaus and Elijah..." I stared at Marcel. Aunty Bex who had been standing next to me gripped my arm.

"Always and bloody forever. Guess they really couldn't live without each other huh." She whispered quietly and had a mocking smile on her face.

"Hope." She said in her attempt to soothe me.

"No! He's lying. Marcel, he wouldn't go without saying bye!"

"But he did, Hope." I felt my powers consume me. Growing out of my control. I tried to calm my breathing but that made everything so much worse.

"You aren't helping Marcellus. Go!" Aunty Bex shouted at him. I had to relieve the pressure building up inside of me.

"Hope. It's okay you've got me, and everyone else. I lov-"

I felt the power, it was getting too much. I had to relieve it, I had to let it go. And so I did. I didn't mean to. But I guess I did.

It shot out of me, full force pushing all the will out of me. I didn't mean to hit anyone. I didn't mean to push every ounce of my power her way.

"Rebekah!" Marcel jumped in front but it hit her first. I gasped loudly. I tried to move my feet back but they wouldn't budge. I tried, I didn't mean to-

"Hope!" Freya came in. Every light was flickering and then I felt like my eyes were bleeding, the pain was unbearable. My eyes were flickering and I could feel my body changing. It was shifting I realised I was morphing. Into a wolf.

"I-I didn't mean to! I swear. You've got to help her Aunt Freya. Forget about me."

"She's not healing?!" Marcel asked Freya. "She took the cure, Sh- she is human." Freya answered frantically moving Bex into position she tried a few spells but nothing happened.

My breathing got heavier and I felt my weight pushing down on me. I howled and writhed in pain. I tried to keep it at a minimum but I couldn't hold it any longer. I looked around the room and I saw something moving I pounced on it. Her. Aunt Freya.

Then I felt something pushing into me full force flinging my body across the room. I looked up at a vindictive shape, Marcel I realised, and tried to calm myself down and return to my normal state.

I returned to my human shape and I looked at the blood bath in front of me. "I did that to Aunt Bex with my magic? I did-tha" I cried and stifled it with my hand.

"I killed my mom, my dad & the only other person who cares about me." I let out a cry of agony.

"I'm so sorry."

"Hope!" Marcel and Freya called after me. But I was already gone.

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"You are going to let me borrow your car, and once I leave you'll forget you even own a car, you'll go and buy yourself a new one. Treat yourself."

I had to compel the guy otherwise there was no way I'd be surviving out here as long as I have. It's been a year, i've only survived so long, it's hard without them but i make it through every single day.

To say i don't think of Bex every day is a blatant lie i try to convince myself she's fine she's breathing somewhere she's alive. But i wouldn't have triggered my wolf side if i hadn't killed her, i did that. it was all my fault, i didn't need to act out i should've been calm.

just thinking about it now has my heart racing i jump into the car and start my new journey towards dads old favourite town. Mystic Falls they like to call it.

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