When School Becomes A Struggle

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Every day was a struggle. Getting out of bed, brushing my teeth & hair, getting dressed, straightening my hair, doing my make-up, etc. It was hard. I was so tired & my body was aching. I had to wear outfits that hid my skin lesions and bruising so other people wouldn't see. If I had lesions on my face, I'd try to cover them up the best I could.

School was rough. Really rough. I struggled A LOT. I couldn't pay attention & my grades started slipping. I was under so much stress from being in a 'medical mystery'. It took its toll on me.

Fatigue became a big problem for me. Even if I slept decent at night, I'd still be extremely tired the next day. I started sleeping in class. I didn't care if I got in trouble. All I cared about was sleeping.

If I wasn't sleeping, then I was usually writing out my thoughts or just thinking. My medical situation was affecting me a lot, and it consumed my mind. I frequently wondered if I would ever get answers, or if my life would ever go back to normal.

I eventually dropped out of school. I just couldn't do it. I was dealing with too much, and I was too sick. I tried homebound services & online school, but I just couldn't do it. So I

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