Him 2: Problems

17.

Nicki

"So all that shit I went through with you went out the window!" Jacob hollered through the phone.

I understand where and how he caught feelings but I never really liked him like that, "Jacob are you going to scream in my ear or are you going to understand that you my brother?" I rolled my eyes and began chewing on my nails.

"Your brother?!" He huffed. "Nicki I been there for both you and Rashaad more than he has. All of a sudden he show up, take baby boy for a weekend, and in that motherfucker for good behavior.Who was there when Rashaad had to spend countless nights in the hospital? Who was there when you passed out from not eating like you should have been. All them dumb ass plays he was in? Who was there for you?"

I sighed. "You was. But it wasn't just you Jacob it was Masey and Chresanto too!" I was sick of explaining everything to him like he owned me of something.

"But I love you too!" He sounded like he was about to cry. Why he be doing this? Its like an emotional hold me and him have.

"Jacob, I love you but not in that way." I quickly hung up the phone and looked at Rashaad sitting on the floor watching some dumb show on cartoon network.

I sat on the couch with my legs crossed waiting for Masey and Chresanto to come over. The only two people that are sane, well half sane, in my life. Im overwhelmed with everything. Rashaad don't want to take his meds anymore, Ray is in the process of explaining everything. To be honest I really don't give a fuck anymore about what happened. I sick of looking at the past. I got to worry about the future and getting these hoes.

Who they think they are? Like seriously? You don't hit my shit and expect to walk away unharmed. Trey is in the process of finding out where they be at but he keep hitting dead ends.

Ten minutes into my thoughts Rashaad opened the door for Chres and Masey. They both seen the daze I was in and wanted me to go to bed and rest. They said they'll bring Rashaad back in the morning. "Just make sure he take his meds." Was all I said before I climbed into my king size bed with silk pillow cases and a big cover that I had for forever.

I never really rest now days. If I do get some shut eye its because the movie I was watching was boring.

I fell asleep for about two hours and then I had to pee. I got up and went in the bathroom. I did what had to do and went back to bed. Only thing about getting in my bed this time there was a curly hair man in my bed.

I grabbed him by his hair and dragged him out of my bed. I made the mistake of letting go of his hair to open the door. He grabbed my ankles and pulled them from underneath me. "Fuck off me yo." I screamed as I kicked him in his face. He threw his head back and I ran out the room.

Now I just had to remember where I moved my gun too. I ran to the linen closet and removed the last shelf of towels and it wasn't there. He took it. He came full force at me but I dove under him and made my way downstairs. I ran straight into the kitchen and tried my best to get behind the stove to get my baby magnum.

But he snuck up behind me and grabbed my waist and threw me on the counter. "Why you doing this?" I cried. I felt his hand creep into the pink laced panties that I wore other than the bra. "Please stop." I cried but he wasn't listening to me he inched long fingers up into me and I had to hold in my moans. He began kissing and biting on the crook of my neck and any open piece of skin.

"Jacob please Im sorry. Please stop!" I gasped.

I felt my body being violently shaking. "Nicki wake up! Nicki wake up! Its okay." They said.

My eyes fluttered open and I seen Ray standing over me.