KPOP ONESHOTS

Save Me x Nomin

~Requested~

Enjoy

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Jeno felt as though he just needed to get away.

He felt so ashamed, so suffocated that he couldn't breath. He ran and ran, so high that his legs burned with pain. He kept going though, so fast that he thought he saw his life flash before his eyes when he ran through a door. Rain splashed into his face and grasped at his skin so rough it hurt him.

He was panting, hurting, crying as he walked towards the edge. He walked so slowly, so painfully as he felt himself become weak. He let the rain soak his clothes and hair, he watched as he got closer and the image in front of him grew bigger.

He kept walking until he stepped up onto the ledge of the building. He looked down it, breath so uneven he didn't even know is he was breathing or not at this point. It didn't matter to him though, not at all. He felt so painful that he started crying even more as he looked down at simply nothing but darkness.

His eyes were blurry, so was the below. He felt himself want to lean forward, he felt himself flash back to the memories.

"Jeno! I-I love you!"

"Jeno, you mean the world to me, and everything in it. I wish nothing but you to be in my arms every morning, and I just want to see that smile of yours everyday, will you be my one and only?"

"I'd do anything to just put that smile on your face love."

"Please, don't love anyone else, because I don't think I could go a day without you not in my arms."

He didn't deserve this. He didn't deserve his love. He didn't deserve anything. He's so selfish, so naive that even the world has already stepped all over him.

He doesn't deserve him.

He could now only hear his sobs in his ears, rain washing them away but more soon filling.
He heard nothing but pounding of his heart, and the ache of his legs. He just wanted to let go, and fly.

Fly away as he never wanted to come back.

'Don't think, just do.' A little voice in his head said.

So that's what he did.

He felt his foot leave the ground as he let his body weight swing forward slowly, and he closed his eyes.

He was waiting for himself to fall, hit the ground and never see the world again, never feel that warm embrace again or see that beautiful smile. But all he felt was a strong grip around his slim waist jerk him back. Him and and the person both tumbled to the ground, and all he could feel was the grip tightening around his waist. He couldn't see, his eyes were blurry and the person was behind him.

"Why? Why would you do that? W-why would you scare me like that!" He heard a voice sob behind him.

He almost immediately knew who it was, and felt himself cry again.

"J-Jaemin." He choked out.

"It's me. I'm here, it's okay." He heard and all he could do was cry and he covered his face with his hands.

"W-why- why did you-" Jeno cried out in confusion.

"I love you Jeno. I love you so damn much- don't ever scare me like that again! I'll- I'll- I don't know what I'd do without you! I-" Jaemin was stumbling over his words and crying along with Jeno as he held him close.

Jeno didn't know what to feel. He felt confusion, pain, but relief and it felt so good. To know that he was in an embrace, a safe and warm feeling pierced his heart and he felt himself shake as he cried.

"Shhh shhh..I'm here. It's okay." He heard a voice behind his head, and felt a kiss being placed on his head. He couldn't help but cry more.

He didn't deserve this. He just caused Jaemin even more trouble and now he feels guilty.

"I-I'm sorry I- I just-" Jeno sobbed out.

"Shh Jeno, it's okay. It's okay, you did nothing wrong. Nothing." Jaemin whispered in reassurance as he ran his hands through Jenos wet hair.

Silence overtook them when Jeno stopped crying.

The rain finally stopped, and a rainbow slowly came into view.

Jeno felt his heart warm at the sight, and leaned back against Jaemin the slightest.

"We should get home, we're gonna get sick from staying wet and outside." Jaemin whispered ever so softly, and Jeno felt butterflies in his stomach from the tone.

Once they were home, they took a shower, and that's when Jeno confessed everything to Jaemin. About how he struggles, his worries and regrets.

Jaemin all takes it smoothly as he comforts, he just wants Jeno to feel open and free once again. He'll do anything in his will just to have Jeno up and happy again.

They lie on the couch as a movie plays, Jeno and Jaemin wrapped into a big soft blanket cuddling each other. It was a soft and warm sight to witness.

"I love you." Jaemin whispered as he tightened his grip around Jenos frame, and Jeno couldn't help but let out a low laugh.

"I love you more." Jeno said challenging.

"I love you most, end of conversation." Jaemin stated and peppered Jeno with kisses to prove it.

Jeno only gave laughs and tried to push Jaemin away, but as he was the weaker, he didn't get far.

"Cute." Jaemin whispered.

"No you." Jeno said with a smile.

"Then both of us are cute." Jaemin said as he held Jeno close once more.

"Ok." Jeno whispered back as his smile never left his face.

With the movie playing, they stayed up all night, but finally fell asleep, cuddling each other as they held on another. Sleeping peacefully as the night went on.

Peacefully.