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Music and You x Nomin

In which Jeno likes to listen to sad music while thinking of his best friend.

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Jeno was currently lying in bed, listening to sad music. His earbuds of sad voices and painful noises painting his heart. He loved it, he loved feeling lonely, but on the other hand, he wishes for a other half.

Another half to him, one that cared and made sure he was okay. He knew he wasn't okay, he was in his room everyday. Refusing to eat, go outside, or even communicate with the people outside his bedroom. He didn't want too. He felt safe being cooped up in his dark room with earbuds in his ears playing sad music.

It felt like home.

You know what else felt like home?

Jaemin.

Jaemin felt like home in his words and his feelings. Jaemin was his best friend, for 6 years they've spent non stop time together. Doing stupid things together to having serious conversations, they've had it all.

Jeno missed him.

It's been awhile since he last saw and talked to Jaemin.

His best friend had left him.

He was gone.

He remembered the illness that took over his best friend when they started high school, and Jaemin was always a cheery kid even though he knew his time was short. Jeno missed his smiles and his funny humor.

He remembered hearing his best friends last breath, his whole worlds body go limp infront of him. His warmth left, and so did his smile.

He missed him.

There's not a single day that goes by that Jeno wishes Jaemin would come back, come back and embrace Jeno in his arms again. Never letting go. Not even the world could face them, together they were unstoppable.

But now one was gone, one had left the other. All alone to face the world, and that one couldn't handle it.

He couldn't. He felt so unshielded, so exposed he hated it. He hated it so much.

His phone then lights up, and all he could see was his background.

It was Jaemin and him, in middle school. So young, so naive and so innocent from the world, that they didn't care. Jaemin was smiling and had an arm wrapped around Jeno, while Jeno was smiling as well, and a kiss was planted on Jaemins cheek.

A single tear ran down his cheek, landing onto his pillow.

The memories flashed through his head as if a camera flash, and he couldn't help but let out a painful cry. He cried into his pillow so hard he was gasping for air. He felt emotions attacking him all at once, and he felt overwhelmed.

Finally he calmed down, but tears were still staining his cheeks. Jeno then wrapped himself up with a blanket, and snuggled his pillow as he closed his sore eyes.

"I miss you Jaemin. I miss you, and I wish you were here. I love you- so much." He whispered, and developed himself into a deep sleep.

One smile, one voice, and one face on his mind.

Na Jaemins.