Ranting🤷

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Just fucking apologize the first time I ask and I won't have to be a bitch. Actually scratch that, I shouldn't be pathetic enough to ask for an apology. You should be the bigger person and apologise for hurting my feelings. You don't know what it's like to need attention from just one person, but there's a new person in the picture and suddenly you're not number one anymore. No one makes time for me. No one cares anymore. No one misses me anymore. You don't know what it fucking feels like to be depressed so don't FUCKING CALL ME JEALOUS. I'm lonely as shit and you cant even end your call with your boyfriend for a few minutes to ask me if I'm okay?  All I need is for my only friend to ask me about my day once in a while. it's not difficult to make time for more than one person. Youre popular. Everyone loves you. I'm a loser and everyone hates me because I can't show my emotions so I never smile and everyone thinks I hate them. I can't help it I don't know how to look happy when I'm not happy. Life would be easier for everyone if I died but god forbid I think about suicide.