Sinking

Only Today

I finally feel okay. I know it might only last for today. My chest still feels heavy but I can carry it. I'm still feeling down but just a little bit. I'll be okay if not today, in the future. I'll play lifes cruel game. If it means I'll smile and become happy. I'll wait and hopefully I'll be laughing. I'm a fighter not just a survivor. I won't give up even when things get tough. I have the strength, I'll even go far lengths. Like I said I may wish to be dead. But I can't be killed I'm not even sure if this's real. Life is wonderful and mysterious that sometimes it makes me feel delirious. I'll fight and fight until things feel right