Since I've met Sarah Catherine

Madness starts

⚠️SUICIDE ATTEMPT, SELF HARM AND DEATH TRIGGERING WARNING

(Y/N) POV:
I broke the promise... I know... but I read the letter and I couldn't believe she was giving me that opportunity so I wrote another letter for her saying yes and left it on her desk in her office closer the room.
I went downstairs to cook some eggs and pancakes for Sarah, I think it would be good to take the hangover away, when I was almost done she came in the kitchen hugging me from behind. She whispered on my ear "what are you doing weirdo?" What gave me lots of tingles over my body. I've turned around to face her and our noses almost touch, I closed my eyes and was kind of moving closer to her slowly...That was when I felt my phone vibrate. It was a message from my dad's assistant saying that she needed to meet me as fast as I could. I've called her and she sounded worried. We left breakfast there and Sarah went to my dad's office with me (he's a doctor by the way). When we arrived there I had a bad feeling so I started to have an anxiety attack. Sarah grabbed my hand, slowly brought it to her mouth and kissed it, always telling me that whatever was happening there, it was going to be ok cause she was there for me.
When I opened the door I couldn't see my father, I came closer to his assistant and she looked like she was crying for hours.
I asked her what had happened and she said between tears:
"Honey, I'm sorry, I don't know how to say it, he was in a meeting with the new doctor that was going to work here and... we didn't know he was sick... and I... well... she had an heart attack and couldn't made it... he passed... I'm sorry"
I fell on the floor, couldn't cry, just started to feel my heart beat as fast as my chest could handle. Sarah hold me thigh in her arms, placed her mouth in my forehead, and I felt tears from her falling all over my face. I placed my nose on her neck and I can't remember what happened before. I woke up hours later in my bed, she was holding my hand and sleeping sit on the ground. I thought all of that was a dream, but it wasn't.
Sarah made all the arrangements with my dad's assistant for his funeral, I just stopped there wordless seeing she taking care of everything, I couldn't believe that the one who loved me the most died while we were going so well together.
After my father's funeral Sarah drove me home, not even a word or a tear from me. She looked worried, but I couldn't talk anything. She was going home to pick up some clothes and come back to stay with me until I decide what was going to happen.
Since I was alone I broke down, started to cry and ask god why. Then I got into the bathroom took my daddy's razors and pulled into my wrists, I felt all that blood coming out but I couldn't feel the pain. Just wanted to die. So, after some minutes I was laid on top of my own blood, I was barely breathing, it was when I felt her hands holding me and she was crying while calling emergency.
"What have you done (Y/N), you cant leave me like this you damn weirdo, we have work to do" she screamed. I woke up 1 day after in a hospital bed. Sarah didn't let them put me in a mental institution, they let me go home a couple of hours later, and Sarah went to my place, picked up my stuffs and brought to her house.

Sarah's POV:
A FUCKING SUICIDE ATTEMPT maaaaan! I can't even believe how hurt she was but, she couldn't leave me. After she left the hospital I brought her to my place, I would take all the care she needed.
Made some calls and took some days off to let her comfortable. I moved her stuffs to a empty room in my house, brought all the stuffs that were in her room and tried to made it the same it looked before. Her father's assistant would give the house back since it was rented and all his stuffs would be in a warehouse he owned... so we could take a look after.
(Y/N) slept in my bed for at least 45 days, I took her to therapy and everything she needed, I was with her 24/7. After she started to get better she started to work with me in my office, it was good to make her head busy. I stopped all the contact she had with her abusive mother and, tried to make her feel better at university. We decided she will keep on living with me then I can take care of her.
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