Since I've met Sarah Catherine

About myself

⚠️ mental issues and abuse trigger
STORY BASED ON REAL FACTS

(Y/N) POV:

Hi, my name is (Y/N), I've turned 22 last week. I'm studying law at one of the most requested universities in the world, Harvard; and I'm working in my teachers law office since last summer. Oh, and I've moved to her place recently because my father passed away in March and I don't have any relatives living near, also, I could never afford any place by myself, so I couldn't refuse my teachers offer.

But let's start from the beginning.

I was born in Tampa, Florida on feb 17 in 1997. My mother and my father weren't married, in fact, they broke up when I was 2 and he moved to Cambridge, Massachusetts.  I haven't heard from him until 3 years ago when he started to get in touch again.
Since he left us, my mother did everything she could to raise me. She had two jobs to take care of me and my grandma, and it worked. I went to good schools, but I had any friends, in truth I was bullied all the time by my classmates, cause I was over weight at the time. They called me names, made fun of me, pulled my hair and robbed my stuff, I always thought I was the problem... yeah, kids can be mean.
When I was 7, my grandma passed away and I was abused by my old neighbor who use to take care of me when my mother was working. I've never told her. It lasted 3 damn years, then he passed... I took courage to tell my mother one year after he passed, she didn't believed in me.
When I was 13 I've tried my first cigarette and wine; I think that was the way I've found to run away from the pain. I've stopped only 5 years later.
My mother turned into a crazy bitch. She became so abusive, cause she was stressed of working that much... she started to say a lot of mean things about me and one year after, she hit me for the first time. Then I started to cut myself, day by day, deeper, to release the pain. I've harmed myself for 6 years, And she physically attacked me until 2 years ago when I moved to my father's place.
My high school wasn't good at all, I still was bullied by all my classmates but this time, it was because I was skinnier then them and had cuts on my arms. I had 2 boyfriends in my entire life, the both were messy relationships, which I rather not talk about.
When I was 18, I went to my first college, I was going to study biology, but I had to quit, cause I was rapped there. I've never told to anyone, I've just let my family think that I was a quitter.
Well, after that I had a suicide attempt and I've started therapy, then was diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety. I no longer need meds anymore, since I've started studying again.
Oh by the way, two years ago I received a mail from Harvard, I was accepted there to do law, so I asked my father if I could live with him, even we not knowing each other that well, but he lived near the campus and I couldn't afford a place to live. He accepted and I could FINALLY go away from all that madness that my life was.

Well, on my first day of college, I was really happy.  Oh, everything there was a dream. For the first I wasn't a weirdo. I could start over. I've met one pretty and lovely woman who latter became my constitucional teacher. She was not that tall but was taller than me, had a straight silk chocolate brown hair and the most beautiful eyes ever. I've first saw her on the cafeteria, I've dropped her stuff from the table (yes, I'm a disaster , I know), she faces all that mess with a large smile followed for the cutest laugh ever. After I pick her stuff and apologize a thousand times, She told me her name, Sarah Catherine Paulson, I said mine. She invited me to a coffee, which she insisted she would pay and showed me all the campus. We switched numbers and well...
I'm tired, let's talk about all of it tomorrow.

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Guys I'm sorry it's a little long and sad, but tomorrow I'll update it with EVERYTHING about their relationship ❤️
Love u.