Since I've met Sarah Catherine

Do you remember holland?

(Y/N)'s POV:
On the next day Sarah was really concerned about we going to London, otherwise I was so damn excited that I couldn't even breathe.
We were waiting for our flight and she got so damn stressed cause she hate airplanes, I tried to calm her down with some gummies and small talks.
We checked in earlier so, I went to the bathroom, she came after me less than 2 minutes after I left, cause she doesn't wanted to be alone.
"What are you scared of?" I asked washing my hands on the bathroom sink
"I don't know, maybe losing you" Sarah answered staring at her feet
"Don't be stupid, your not gonna lose me" I said drying my hands with some paper
"You have no idea of what we are going to face there" Sarah said coming closer "but you need to promise me that you not gonna leave me there" she took a deep breath
"Wait... what? What do you mean?" I asked, now super concerned
"Do you remember that older woman that I date for years?" Sarah said holding my hand
"Yes..." I said trying to figure out what she meant
"She will be there, she will help me with the case... that's why I'm so concerned" she said with her eyes filled of tears
"But she wasn't a doctor or something like this?" I said
"Yes, that's a complicated case and she is an specialist on the area that I'll work on, so she will help me with some mistakes that the hospital did with my client... I'm so sorry I didn't told you earlier... I was so afraid of your reaction" Sarah said while her tears were falling
"Do you have any feelings for her?" I asked worried about the answer
"No, but she's really manipulative..." Sarah said parting my hands from hers
"If you want to, I can stay here and wait you to come back... I don't want to be a problem for you" I said. I was really hurt but didn't wanted to show
"No dummy, I want you to go with me, I just don't want it to be a problem for you... can you help me there!?" She said cupping her face
I leaned closer to her and gave a small kiss on her lips. She placed her hands on the back of my neck, making it deeper, I could feel the warmth of her tears on my cheeks. When our lips parted I said "sure, don't worry with that, I'll behave" and smiled at her
"Either will I" she said giving me a shy smile.
"I was thinking that, we don't need to pick separated rooms, let's find one for both of us when we arrive there... can it be?" Sarah said sliding her hand on my back
"Why not? It will be fun, but no more dunking like in California" I giggled
"I'll try" she said giggling softly
We took our flight and Sarah held my hand all the way to London. She slept on my shoulder and I was with my head so far away thinking about holland and the weird meeting we were supposed to have in some hours... I wasn't mad at Sarah, but I was kind of... I don't know... jealous, maybe!