i hate my life so much
my mom recently got fired, I got kicked off the track team, everyone at school hates me, my crush- I'm not even going to talk about that because I know I need to move on. Social anxiety has been kicking my ass, I'm struggling with keeping up with my grades, I feel so damn insecure, I relasped on self harming after having almost a full year clean, I've been having health issues involving my stomach.
like nothing is going damn right and it sucks. I know I can't get everything in my shitty life but can't I atleast be a mentally healthy person?
god, I hate school so damn much that it hurts. I literally sleep deprive myself so the morning would come slower.
just fucking kill me already. Give me an Illness that would kill me or someone hit me with car- just something!
