Completely lucky? Nope

Chapter 1 - Awesome. My Boyfriend Just Broke Up With Me

*Sigh* 

I HATE YOU! *glares angry at myself* 

How did you manage to click Delete???!!! 

Anyway, this is the rewritten version on Chapter 1... 

Hope it is just as good, because I'm writing it on memory..... 

Yours - Eliza

Chapter 1 - Awesome. My boyfriend just broke up with me. 

Nicole's POV

I walked home from school, happily because it was spring. The scents of spring reached my nose and I breathed a deep breath. The birds sang their beautiful song, and I felt like I almost flied. That was why I loved Spring. It made me fell alive.

I saw a familiar boy stand in front of my door. Lewis, my cute boyfriend. He had blonde hair, and fantastic beautiful blue eyes. He was muscular, and had a amazing six-pack. I smiled.

"Hi Lewis!"

"Hi Nicole." I hugged him, but he seemed... uncomfortable in a way.

"Are you alright?" I asked, a bit worried. Don't say he is sick again. He had been sick the whole winter! I didn't even remember which sickness he had. I always forgot things. And hated it. I remembered one time I came wrong day to my friends birthday party. So embarrassing!

"Yes... Or...No... I have to tell you something," He looked serious.

"Yes?" I still smiled, and I remembered the first time we met, he was working at a restaurant by then, and we actually bumped into each other accidentally. I almost bursted into laughter by the thought.

"Nicole... I have to break up with you," 

I bursted into laughter. Sure this was a joke! We had been a couple for three months! But then I saw he did not laugh.

"You're serious??" I asked, my eyes wide.

"I am... It's not that I don't love you Nicole, I just love Ann more... I have never felt what I feel for her for any girl before, not even you... Please understand! Can we please be friends, Coli?" He looked at me with a begging face-expression, using the nickname he invented. My eyes were about the same size as tennis-balls by now.

I slapped him the hardest I could in his face, then slammed the door fiercely behind me. I ran into my room, crying loudly. I cried and cried, until I was empty. I picked up a mirror and looked at myself. Awesome. My mascara ran down my cheek as black streams, mixed with tears. So pretty. Why didn't I have the waterproof mascara? Oh yeah, my sister Cecily had filled a flowerpot with it. Yeah. That flower didn't last long. 

I started sobbing again. Why me? Why me?

That stupid jerk of an asshole! I still loved him though. He had broke up with me because of A-what's-her-name, the dumb jerk that wants him for herself. I hated her! Hated her! Hated her! But I was not a person that hated people, so I laid back at my soft pillows again and cried.

Awesome. My boyfriend just broke up with me. 

My phone rang.

"I have amazing news!" It was Alice's voice, my best friend in the world. I could hear she was bounding around in her house, my other home, when Dad was gone, or my sister Cecily teased me to death. I tell you; that was often.

"I have some too," I muttered sarcastically, barely loud enough to hear.

"Sean is my date on the prom! He just asked me, and I can't believe it!" I was glad for her. She had been in love with that boy since 6th grade. We were at highschool now, so that was pretty many years. Of course there had been other boys, like Dean in 8th grade, but Sean was special. Sean and Dean, Dean and Sean. 

Oh God, I'm so childish.

"I'm happy to hear that! But I have bad news." I whispered drowning the sobbing with my pillow. 

"Lewis just broke up with me,"

"That dumb asshole!! I'm gonna kick his butt!! " Her anger reached me even here, she could become very angry, and I could imagine the fire in her eyes here.

"Just come over." I smiled

"Right. We need to shop"

"We do," I agreed.

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What do you think? Edited a bit, but it's almost the same :)

-Eliza ^^