Chapter 1 - In pieces

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Katherine's POV

God!... I should be sleeping now...I'm starting to have a headache plotting in my mind the scenery of me with Paul.. my co employee from Technical Support and I am from Customer Service Support from one of the famous fashion brand. My mind is willingly devoted in painting his face in my memory. 

I sigh heavily. It's already 2pm and my shift will start around 8pm and by 6pm I need to wake up to prepare myself, my dinner and to travel for almost an hour to reach downtown. 

Trying to at ease my mind I grabbed my cellphone and earphone to listen to some music. They says.. "Sometimes music is the only medicine the heart and soul need". 

Closing my eyes as the music plays on Best of you - Boyce Avenue Version

I've got another confession to make

I'm your fool

Everyone's got their chains to break

Holdin' you

Were you born to resist, or be abused?

Is someone getting the best

The best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best

The best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?

I needed somewhere to hang my head

Without your noose

You gave me something that I didn't have

But had no use

I was too weak to give in

Too strong to lose

My heart is under arrest again

But I'll break loose

My head is giving me life or death

But I can't choose

I swear I'll never give in

I'll refuse

Has someone taken your faith?

It's real, the pain you feel

You trust, you must confess

I've got another confession my friend

I'm no fool

I'm getting tired of starting again

Somewhere new

Has someone taken your faith?

It's real, this pain you feel

You trust, you must confess

Is someone getting the best

The best, the best, the best of you?

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I snapped at my though as obviously music is not helping at all. It feels like my soul is singing the song. I kept bumping my head in my pillow.. I've been so restless lately only thinking about Paul and how would I get to know him and him knowing me. Ugh!! .... this is nuts..I am hopeless Chesca is right.. 

My clock on the bedside is not helping at all.. as the ticking of the clock it adds pressure on me to get some sleep and to stop being stupid ..day dreaming about things impossible..

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