Hurt (Prinxiety)

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Trigger Warning - Panic attack, Hate, Self harm (Idk what triggers people, so please comment if there's more triggers<3)


Just another day. Just a normal day. Around noon Virgil and Roman, were fighting. Again, just a normal day. It started with just a disagreement, but ended up with them actually fighting.

"WELL IF YOU WEREN'T SO DEPRESSING ALL THE TIME, PEOPLE WILL ACTUALLY LIKE YOU!" Roman yelled. "DO YOU REALLY THINK I WANT TO BE DEPRESSING? STOP BEING SO HAPPY, SO I DON'T HAVE TO BE DEPRESSING" Virgil yelled back at Roman.

This have been going on for about an hour. Things have been said that aren't really meant.

Then this happened.

"I DON'T HAVE TO BE DEPRESSING! I AM LOVED! UNLIKE YOU! PEOPLE ACTUALLY LIKE ME! If you only knew how people really look at you. And you knew how I actually feel!" Roman said. Virgil was crying by now. Tears streaming down his face. 

"Then tell me how you REALLY feel, Roman!" Virgil spat

"You really want to know how I feel? Well, I hate you anxiety! You are nothing more than mental illness! YOU'RE WORTHLESS! YOU MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE! NO ONE LOVES YOU! NOT EVEN PATTON! AND HE LOVES EVERYONE! We would all be better without you here!" He finished. Patton gasped.

Virgil looked horrified at Roman.

"ROMAN!" Patton screamed, He was mad. Even Logan was surprised.

"I-it's f-fine, Patton. H-he's right" Virgil said letting every word Roman said get to him. Virgil looked at Roman for the last time and smiled. "I'ts funny because," Virgil paused.

"I love you" Virgil whispered, before storming to his room.

Roman was suprised, and feeling really guilty. "WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT!" Patton screamed, running to his room. Logan gave Roman a disappointed look, before he ran off to comfort Patton.

Roman stood there, feeling guilty. He didn't knew what has gotten into him. He decided to go check on Virgil, making sure he was okay.

When he reached Virgil's room, he stood at Virgil's door. He knocked softly. No answer. He knocked a little louder, calling his name, "Virgil?". No answer. He tried to open the door, but it was locked. 

He was worried by now. He began to smash the door, with his shoulder. The door finally unlocked. He opened the door, but what he saw was horrifying.

He saw Virgil. Shaking, In the middle of his dark room. With a pool of blood surrounding him. Panic attack was the first thing that popped up in Roman's mind. Then he saw the razor blade beside Virgil. With blood on it. He saw Virgil's arms, fully cutted.

The anxious side was shaking and sobbing. Roman quickly ran over to Virgil. But when he got close, Virgil would flinch away.

"PATTON!" Roman yelled. Patton came rushing into the room. Once he saw the anxious side shaking and sobbing on the floor, he rushed over to comfort Virgil.

Virgil struggled to get out of Patton's grip. He was seriously panicking. Roman ran to the bathroom, getting the things he needed to clean up Virgil.

When he came back to Virgil's room, he saw Patton still holding Virgil. Roman gave Patton a 'I don't know how to do this' look. He then switched places with Patton, so now Roman was holding Virgil, and Patton was cleaning Virgil up.

When Patton was done, he walked out of the room, to explain everything to Logan.

"You were right" a little sound came from Virgil. "Excuse me?" Roman replied. "You were right, about everything" Virgil said.

"NO! No, Virgil, I was wrong! You help Thomas!" Roman said trying to convince the anxious trait. "How? I'm worthless, like you said" Virgil scoffed. "NO, you're not! You help him stay alert! You keep him alive! You make him happy" Roman paused.

"You make me happy" Roman said, confessing. "Virgil, I-I love you! More then you think!" Said trait had wide eyes, searching for any sign of a lie on Roman's face, but it was all honesty.

Virgil smiled, smiled for the first time in forever. The fanciful sides heart skipped a couple of beats.

They were inches apart. Roman couldn't hold himself back. He wanted to kiss Virgil.

So he did.

And Virgil kissed him back.



Take it easy Guys, Gals and Non-binary Pals! PEACE OUT!!


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