The Dark Side Of Me

Chapter 5

Ella's POV

I didn't move my lips at all at the thought he only wanted me now because he broke up with his gf. He started to grind against me to get me to respond but I just stood still.

"Ella!" He whined like a little boy who just got his favorite toy taken away.

"No,Karson." I responded sternly.

"But why?" He said finally taking his lips off mine.

"You only want me because your whorish gf left your sorry ass and you have no idea how shitty it feels to be used by the guy you have liked since forever." I said pushing him away and getting out of the shower.

He didn't say anything back because he knew it was true.I got my towel and went into my bedroom.I got out my black lace bra and matching panties and put them on. I walked toward my closet and stood there thinking of what I should wear.Then I remembered it was Sunday so I might go somewhere or might just lay around all day.So I decided to dress comfty just incase I stay home and fashionable enough to be able to go out.I pulled out a loose white tank top with my sky blue floral kimono.Then I went to my drawers and pulled out High waisted acid washed demin shorts. I put all of that on and once I was done I went to my drawers and pulled out my favorite cute tribal Billabong socks.I looked under my bed looking for my creme or pastel yellow converse shoes.I quickly put all of that on and sat on my little make up desk.I did a very natural make up and I added a bit of a cat eye with my liquid eyeliner to give it a flare.I pulled out my peach colored lip color lip gloss and dabbed off the shine off a bit. I gave myself one last look when I noticed Karson just left the room naked.I'm starting to feel abit bad for saying that to him but he need to know I thought to myself. I got up and headed toward the kitchen to see Monica sitting down.

"Hey." I answered as I was entering the room.

"Heyyy." She responded back winking.

"What?" I said trying to act like nothing as I got out a bowl to eat cereal in.

"You know. I don't need to tell you." She said smiling.

"Oooh, Yeah, that was nothing." I said as I tried to hiding my true feelings.

"Sure...of course it was simple nothing." She said winking again.

"It's nothing." I responded a little annoyed now.

"If you say so." She said shoving a spoonful of cereal in her mouth.

I got my bowl of cereal when Karson walked looking well dressed like every other day.He passed by me and had whispered something but I simply ignored him and sat next to Monica.I began to eat my cereal when Karson decideds to start up a conversation.

"So how did you sleep Monica?" He asked sweetly but I knew where this was going.

"Not so well with all the damn noise you two were making." Monica said looking at me then back at Karson.

"Don't worry I'll make sure I don't make her scream as much next time." He said smirking and glancing at me.

Right when he said that you would expect me to begin to blush or giggle like school girl but what he did was get me mad.So I really didn't know what I was doing it was impulsive. I shoot up to my feet and grabbed my bowl. I walked up to the sink and threw my bowl into the sink making it shatter.I turned ,looked over at Karson and Monica's confused faces.

"There will never be a next time.You screwed up.I gave you so many chances.But,Whatever all you did was waste my time on thinking we would have a thing!" I nearly screamed at him.

After that I stormed out of the room.I jogged up to my room,grabbed my purse,car keys, phone and Put on a necklace my sister had given me which was a moon and star. I quickly left my room and walked down the stairs.

"And where are you going?" Karson said quite pissed off.

"Why do you care? Why have you ever cared?" I responded back while closing the front door.

I got in my car and drove off. I had no idea where I was going but my body knew.I drove for about 15 minutes until I noticed I had droven to the beach. I grabbed my purse,my keys, and got out of my car.I decided now that I'm here I'm going to walk on the pier for awhile. I stopped by a small cafe to get a Mango and Passion fruit smoothie. Then I walked over to the beach and walked along the pier.I stood their leaning forward against the wood railings and I couldn't help but think about the dream I just had.To be honest I don't even know if it really was a dream or not because it all seemed very realistic.Then I began to think about Chris.I don't understand him he acts so tough but I know he's very sweet in the inside I thought to myself. As I stood there I came to a conclusion that if that dream were real I would rather move in with Chris then just go back to frustrated Karson. I started to keep on walking along the pier while drinking my smoothie. Then I finally made it to the end and sat down on one of the benches. I pulled out my phone to see it 10:05 and I had a thousand of text from Monica.I scrolled down to see all of them eventhough I wasn't gonna answer.As I sat there scrolling through all of them I felt someone sit on the otherside of the bench.I was too busy to actually try to look up and see who it is.

"Beautiful day isn't it?" The stranger had said looking out into the ocean.

I couldn't help but to look up at this strange person who just randomly decided to talk to me.

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Hey♥,

This the 5th chapter of The Dark Side Of Me. I hope you guys like it. Please give a vote because I was able to update twice this week :D.Also, Who do you think is that stranger sitting next to Ella??

~Batgirlawesome