Chapter 05: Feelings

129 14 32
                                    

⚠️
Scott's POV
I'm going to stay at Anne's house. I think I'm going to introduce Anne to the boys I know they will love her. It feels so good I've been wanting to do this.
(In Mitch's House)
I knocked on the door and Mitch opened it, we walked inside and there are Avi, Kevin and Matt, of course, we're always together. And Matt starts to fangirl when he saw Anne,
"Oh my god, Anne?" Matt shouted.

"Matt, do you know her?" I asked Matt.

"Of course Scott she's a singer!" Matt said.

I got weirded out by their reaction. And I remembered that Anne is a famous singer, I'm so dumb. Their reaction is so different from when I introduced Anne and when I introduced Kirstin. But they like Anne so I'm good.

"Let's go to the park? There's a candy store we can hang-out" Mitch suggested.

"Eww, Candies? I don't like candies." Anne said.

"Anne, we're not going to order anything, don't worry" I replied to Anne a little bit offended cause I like sweets. Who doesn't like chocolates and candies?

We decided to walk there, I'm glad that Mitch agreed. The boys and Anne is going together pretty well, they're laughing so loudly but I'm happy that they liked her. Once we got there we take the table outside, we're not gonna order anyway.

Kirstin's POV
I feel so sad but I'm convincing myself to move on, I need to move on maybe a walk with my babies will work?
I walk Olaf and Pascal in the park they're pulling me towards something and It's a candy store! I remembered It's Will's candy store so Olaf and Pascal are allowed inside. I saw a group of people outside laughing really loudly that it's getting in my nerves but I need to calm down. I walked inside and I'm greeted by Will my best friend. I went to the cashier to order, I ordered gummy bears, lollipops and chocolates. I love this place it's full of sweets and cavities. I looked for a table and every table is full. I decided to look outside again and the group of people is still there. They're not even ordering. I went to Will
"Will, My babies and I don't have a table and there's a group of people outside that's not ordering stuff, the tables are for customers only right?"

"Yeah Kirstin, the tables are for customers only let's talk to them"

And the group of people is my Ex with his friends and the new girlfriend. I don't know what happened but I got really mad and sad at the same time but I don't want to show it or else my babies are going to bite their faces. But I know that dogs can see and feel your emotion and I can't pretend anymore.
"Hey poor girl, what are you doing here?" Mitch asked me.
I don't answer him and Will asked me if I'm okay. I just ran to my house with my babies. I don't want my friends to ask me if I'm okay I'm tired of lying!
Why am I such a baby?
Why am I so sensitive?
Why do I bother with the feelings?
What's the point in having feelings?
It just brings you down...
Feelings are people's demise
So why?
Why do we have them?
Why must we go through this pain?
Why am I such an idiot?
Why must I believe such ridicule?
Why are people controlled by feelings?

I have so many questions that someone needs to answer for me.

She says she's fine,
But she's going insane.
She says she feels good,
But she's in a lot of pain.
She says it's nothing,
But it's really a lot.
She says it's okay,
But she's really not.

And that 'she' is me.

|•~•|

Poor bby😔💔

RegretsWhere stories live. Discover now