Regrets

Chapter 18: The Real Me

Carl's POV
I'm tired of acting like an angel, nobody knows the real me. I have a diary where I vent out all my emotions and secrets. But it goes missing. Panicking, I search the whole house twice. Rechecking every spot to make sure I didn't miss it. Why is it so important?

Because it contains information about all my previous victims.

"Where do you want to spend our last hour together?" I asked out of nowhere.

"I'm not in a mood to go out but fine."

"Kirstin I'm just asking you I didn't say that we have to go out."

She doesn't reply and just put on her sandals and went out. This is going to be hard leaving her like this, her dad doesn't care about her I thought that she'll be happy when he died.

We went for a walk and I don't know where we are going. I can't even talk to Kirstin, but we're lucky to see a b*tch with her boyfriend. What a nice timing I hope Kirstin is okay.

"You are the worst human being on the face of this planet." the b*tch said. I'm not really sure how do Kirstin's gonna take this.

"Aw, that's the nicest thing you've ever said to me" Kirstin replied with a fake sweet voice. I want to pull Kirstin out of this but Kirstin can deal with the b*tch.

"Please don't ever come near me I don't like seeing your face," the b*tch said acting like she's vomiting. "Are you even listening?" the sl*t asked Kirstin.

"Yes, it just takes me a while to process so much stupid at once." Kirstin sassed. The clock is ticking and Kirstin and I need to go wherever she wants because I'm so close to leaving. "I regret a lot of things. Having this conversation tops the list." Kirstin added.

That's it we need to leave the sl*t with her boyfriend. Kirstin is too sassy for her. Kirstin walked to them bumping her shoulder to Anne (I'm talking about Anne the whole time) intentionally and walked away while swaying her hips. Of course, Anne and Josh can't see me so I don't have any problem. I mean I do have a problem... I can't see Kirstin everywhere.

Maybe she's at home I ran home and saw Kirstin on the sofa staring into the black screen of the television. My watch is vibrating indicating that I'll be gone s**n.

"Are you okay?" I asked her, I know that's a stupid question but I can't take it back.

"I'm fine" she replied. What is she thinking?

"You don't look fine," I said

"Then stop looking." She sassed. She's so snappy and sassy today. I need to say goodbye to her. Kirstin looked up to me with a worried face, I saw my arms are gone I'm fading!

"I'm tired of acting like an angel it's time to for you to see the real me."

That's the last thing that I can say before I'm gone.

Scott's POV
I'm about to ask the boys if they want food but I remembered that I'm mad at them. I went to Starbucks instead.
"One grande Chocolate Chip Frappuccino please."

I went home after that I thought that this is going to be fun but I'm wrong. I need to ask my best friends. I'm planning on going home but I made my way to Mitchell's house.

"What do you need Scott? I'm a liar, right? also, where's my Starbucks?" Mitch asked me. I really feel bad I need to know the whole scene before judging. I apologized but Mitch doesn't look so sure. I know I'm wrong.

"Believe me, Scott, Anne is cheating," Mitch said. I don't know... I don't think Anne can do that to me.

"I don't know Mitch."

"Look at that Scott you're doubting me again."

I'm not sure whether to believe Mitch or to believe in my girlfriend. I need my alone time I ran out of Mitch's house and went home. Anne said that she's not cheating on me, Mitch said that Anne is cheating... I saw Anne and Josh in the mall and Anne looks so shocked to see me. To see is to believe so I need to see it before I can believe in it. But I have a show tomorrow, I need to think positive. Come on Scott your girlfriend loves you, Mitch wants your attention that's why he said that.

_________________________________________
♡