It's been awhile.
I haven't been writing my feels more like drawing them.
Their just some drawings, nothing special.
I hate myself.
I need to love myself.
But I love this boy, and I don't wanna hurt him, I don't want him to be sad.He makes me smile, laugh, and I've been able to sleep more.
We got together on 2×20×2019..
My birthday which was a mistake.
But I don't want to hurt, if we do breakup.
I don't want it to be negative, birthdays were suppose to be happy.
I the thought of being with you..fuck.
Im probably gonna give him my wattpad to read, so idfk.
journal of my depressing thoughts.
LOL.
yeah.119 words.
I still get worried about the smallest shit, I cried last night cause i was so worried.
(8:15Am^)(3:28Pm)
I've been talking to K, I'm gonna keep his name short for a reason. He is my bf, and I'm really happy with him.. I just want it to last forever. scared that I might lose him. He is just nice, chill, funny.
Words can't explain him, his just so breath taking. I love him.
I don't want to see him hurt, or sad..
That's gonna be all for today. I'll see what I can do with the draft I have on the undertale one.. <3 bye
YOU ARE READING
my climax brain into one mess drives me insane.
RandomThis is just the small journal I write in. It's nothing too big.