my climax brain into one mess drives me insane.

11/19/2020

highschool? that shit wack
college? holy shit 

i started this, whole wattpad freshmen year and i grew up. my text style and my roleplay style. everything changed. aesthetic wise. i personally don't know what college i'll be applying, or trying to apply too. 
I've been looking for good art colleges, really just don't know where to look, don't know what career i want to be in. my mother said "cartoon animations, you might be good in that." yeah but, will i be? I've never done animations before or like, digital work. 
i'm trying to figure out about painting or watercolor? yet, i want to do something that makes a lot of money.. i'll probably not do this as a dream job, maybe try gaming. i don't think that would even work out for me.
i really don't have any idea for a portfolio..

ever just listen to dark academia playlist and think you are a very fancy young man, that goes to this private school? w/ these dorms that you literally live in maybe a couple of dorm buddies that play football but you read books every day, small nerd boy. 
only me? okay cool. 

also i might apply to mica college not very sure yet... time will tell.