my climax brain into one mess drives me insane.

Tue, Aug 27

  It's been a few days since I had my back surgery, painful indeed. I'm doing better

My spine is now just a pole lmao, jokes aside if I keep moving around I'll probably be able to start walking more and more again and sleeping better.

Sleep is something that messed me up, at the hospital they woke me up every 2 hours for my medicine. It was weird, through the IV.. Cold, and it felt like something was crawling inside me.

I'm glad I am home now, walking on my own, still need some help on taking showers.

Oh yesterday mom told me that I didn't have stitches in my back! It was clear tape? Actually really weird, I was gonna ask for some pictures but truly I didn't want to see them. I love gore, etc. But like on me? No thanks.
I heard that when ever it heals some of the tape like goes off, I don't know where but it just disappears.

I might ask for a picture in the future, maybe.
I got homebound, like homeschooling but a teacher comes out and helps? Super neat.

Random thought.

  Do you think that people's dreams won't ever become a reality? Cause sometimes I think that about my art.

Everyone says it's weird and not creative?
And I just try my best, I've developed an amazing art style I think.

Weird thoughts I know.