march-20

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by holysalem

by holysalem

3/20/2020

I never have been so scared of my life, lockdown, isolating. You name it. I hate it. Coronavirus is the most eventful thing in my life. We just got a case where we live. It's terrifying.

Kids will die, people will die, elders will die. No one is safe. Kids have weak immune systems, depends on the person. People with disabilities will get affected. Elders that's just it.

Hello, I'm Mac and welcome to my 2020 of a hell.

My 2020 was going great, I moved on from people, I was doing so well. I talked with my new friends throughout the days. That's when Coronavirus was still in China. It didn't bother us, yet. Until travel was going through shit, it was soon to be travel soon for us.

Feb rolled by, death. My father died at the age of 64 still not knowing the reason. I still can't find a way to cope. Unless it maybe through my art, roleplay, or venting. I don't vent to people, I physically can't trust anyone anymore. This whole month it was depressing, I couldn't do a lot. Even eating was a task I couldn't complete on days. Knowing he won't see me graduate hurt. A lot. When I was young I wanted him there, I wanted him to be there.

March, he was buried finally. And I did get to see his grave. It still needs a gravestone but we will get it someday soon. I was out for spring break now. This week actually until Monday, we heard that school closed because of the Coronavirus. Now I'm stressed cause I recently just today heard that ALL tests, were canceled. Confused? I really am. That was on the news, that's what Trump said. How the hell will I do my ACT's, I would love to take it. I don't want to wait a fucking year to take that. I mean yay, don't have to take it but what about the people who will miss graduation or some shit.

Nevermind. I don't feel like piss writing anymore. If I keep writing I won't stop.