Taeyong's POV
It been two weeks since the incident with Yuta happened. Jae still hasn't called or texted me. I spent the days lounging around the house, too sad to actually do anything. I felt depressed. Jae meant everything to me! I can't lose him.
Yuta mainly left me alone. He knew trying to get me to do something wasn't going to happen. We just left each other to do our own things. Sicheng came to visit and check on us every now and then. He told us updates on how Jae was acting or feeling. Everyday, I hoped he would come home and say that Jae forgived us and would be moving back, but that day hasn't come yet. I've just given up on doing anything. I couldn't do anything. I had no reason to. What I did was unforgiveable and I highly doubted Jae would come back. But a depressed boy can hope, can't he?
I was currently cacooned in the covers of his bed, his scent faint in me nose. I could still remember the time we spent just being in here, what we did. If only I hadn't screwed it all up. We could be here right now.
Someone was knocking on the door. I just rolled over, hiding my teary face from whoever it was when they walked in.
The door opened and closed. The person sighed. They sat on the bed behind me, stroking my hair. That did it for me. The tears enveloped me, making my shoulders shake and my lips tremble. The person behind me got under the blankets and pulled me into their chest. I slowly stopped crying, the feel of the person memorable. The feel of tight, strong muscle held me. C-could it be? I thought.
"J-Jae?" I whispered. The boy held me tighter, his face in me neck.
"I forgive you Taeyong. Don't ever scare me like that again," was his reply. I turned in his arms and burried my face in his chest, squeezing him and crying yet again.
"I-I'm so sorry Jae! I-I was drunk a-and didn't know what I was d-doing and I hate myself so m-much for doing it and-"
"It's ok Tae. I said I forgive you. Now please stop crying. Sicheng told me you've been doing it almost every day," he said with a slight smile in his voice. I sniffled and pulled away so I could see him. He was still the same Jae, dimples and all. I smiled as he wiped my face. He slipped his arms around my waist, staring into my eyes. I stared back, a bright smile on my face.
"I love you so much Jae. I promise that I will never, ever do something like that again," I said. He kissed me on the forehead.
"I love you too Taeyongie. And I know you won't. Now let's go downstairs and find Yuta so I can talk to him, ok?" he asked. I nodded and rolled out of bed with him, not believing he was really here. Could I be dreaming? I pinched myself. That's when I woke up.
I opened my eyes to complete darkness, in Jaehyun's room, wishing that dream was real. It felt so real. I glanced at Jae's clock. 4:24 am. I sighed and rolled over, closing my eyes. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't go back to sleep. I got out of bed and quietly went to the bathroom, then tip-toed downstairs and sat down on the couch in the livingroom. I searched blindly for the remote, not wanting to turn on the light. Finally I found it, switching the TV on and turning down the volume. I mindlessly watched what was on, not really paying attention to what was going on. I couldn't stop thinking of the dream. When would he be back? Would he ever?
I must've dosed off, because almost three hours later I was being shaken awake by Yuta. I slowly opened my eyes, trying to focus on him. When I did, he looked happy. He had a giant smile on his face. Sicheng was standing behind him, also smiling. I sat up quickly, jumping onto my feet.
"What? What is it?" I asked. They made eye contact. Sicheng spoke up.
"Jaehyun's coming over in four minutes!" he exclaimed. My jaw dropped, not believing my ears.
"H-he is?" I stammered. Yuta raised his hand, which was holding my phone. He touched a few buttons and turned the volume up.
"Hey Tae. So I decided to come home and talk to you about what happened. I know you didn't mean it. Please try and call back whne you get this. Yuta and Sicheng are already there. If you're not awake within ten minutes of me coming there, I told them to wake you up. See you soon!"
I made Yuta replay the voicemail, still not believing what was happening. Please let me not be dreaming. I pinched myself again, flinching at the small pain. This was real! Jae was actually coming!
I fell to my knees in tears. Then the door opened.
"I'm home," Jae called. I curled into a ball like a baby and cried.
"Jae come get your man. He's breaking down over here," Sicheng said jokingly.
I heard footsteps make their way to me. Jae knelt down next to me and rubbed my back.
"Tae, you're ok. Get up. I want a hug," he said. I slowly sat up, looking into his eyes through my teary ones. I touched his cheek to see if he was actually here. A sob escaped throat as I threw my arms around him. He wrapped his arms around me as well, holding me tight as I cried. I couldn't believe he was actually back. I'm so glad I'm not dreaming this time. I can't stand not having my Jae.
"Alright, we'll leave you alone. Come on Yuta, let's go upstairs," Sicheng said. I heard them as they walked away. For hours I clung to Jae, never wanting to let him go again.
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well there ya go! hope you enjoyed :)
Salanghaeyo~
Kelly <3
